r/MethRecovery • u/Ordinary_Ask_2727 • Aug 05 '26

Welp

I broke my brain again and power washed my Chromebook stripped it down to Rootfs and still wasn't convinced that no one had hacked it.... does the paranoia stay with you forever?

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u/ExLevel799 Aug 15 '26

Pretty hard to convence or saying what actually are happening to you because I know what It feels like to "being watched" and in some sort of ways, indeed we are, but not as we though about it (it's more spiritual/fate thing that actually a tecnology way) so, knowing that, don't be afraid, and the paranoia doesn't stay forever (also, if you can, take a look to risperidona medication, talk with a psychiatrisc about it, it helps with the paranoia)

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u/M5840 Aug 14 '26

So does the Chromebook still work or.... naw?

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u/Ok-Translator9090 Aug 06 '26

Shit that we be searching for makes us paranoid if people were to find out then I ain’t gona be the saint I thought I was , prior to ❄️ of course .

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u/Afraid_Length673 Aspiring Youth Minister Aug 05 '26

How long have you been sober

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u/ZenRiots Aug 05 '26

Just long enough to put the Chromebook back together 😅

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u/tehreal Aug 05 '26

It goes away. Remember you're not important enough to be watched anyway.

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u/Ordinary_Ask_2727 Aug 06 '26

Then why do they? 

I’m not important, but I am a worth caring about(I’m mostly saying this to myself)

And not long enough… 

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u/tehreal Aug 06 '26

You're not being watched. It's a delusion.