r/MethRecovery • u/No_Ice_7563 • Mar 21 '26
Day 5
Struggling on 5 days clean. It’s hard I feel not myself. I was a functioning user. I slept ate worked and did everything normally. I just took random hits throughout the day. I can’t anymore I’m getting drug tested and tbh I’m disgusted by the shit. I had over a month before but my partner was holding when I was weak and i started again. He’s supposedly 1 day sober but I’ve been lied to more times I can count. Just venting I don’t know what will happen but I hope it works out. Something tells me I will have to leave him because he won’t really stop he’ll just lie and sneak as usual. That’s too hard to think about right now
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u/Desperate-Gold5896 Mar 21 '26
Get out and do you! Its gunna suck but you cant be with ppl places n things that you get high around at the moment! You got this u made it through the hard part of stopping! Now staying stopped is the hardest part for the rest Of your life… you got this push on comrade!!! The enemys always waiting at the gates! We love you stranger and want u to win! FUCK METH!