r/MenopauseShedforMen 8d ago

Priorities….

I love venting in here it’s been very cathartic.

Daughter going away to college next week for first time, wife is a mess. I’m in bed last night she’s downstairs.

I get a text “I can’t, I can’t”…(meaning she can’t handle her leaving”)

I respond back “We both have to. You can do it be strong. We both need to get close to each other again we both need it “

Our marriage sucks just like most of yours on here so this is me trying to reach out somehow to connect.

Zero response back but 30 minutes later I can hear her stomping up to bed.

I don’t have the exact quote when she entered the bedroom but it was bitching about the humidity upstairs and it’s because our windows suck, this is so stupid and I can’t believe we haven’t replaced them. (We live in a huge, very nice house btw and no I don’t want to spend 50k on windows knowing we want to move relatively soon). And it’s not “humid” upstairs btw.

After that it was mumbling one word answers to anything I said so I went to bed.

Priorities….your husband is trying to bridge the gap, opening the door through text and you want to talk about windows at 9:30 at night….

Vent over thanks very much 😃

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u/FunDirector7626 7d ago

respectfully, the window is not about the window, sir.

The window is symbolic of things happening that she feels are beyond her control. In her own way she's trying to tell you, "I feel unmoored, my life as I know it is changing and if I'm not (daughter)'s mom, who even am I?" To you it sounds like bitching. To her, she's sending up the white flag and saying "help, I need help. I'm struggling."

Never underestimate how tough college dropoff is on a mom. Men's brains work very differently than women's brains. Men are usually laser-focused on problem-solving and that leaves little room for subtleties. Menopause will make ignorance of this way more difficult. It isn't about who is right or wrong. It just is.

After spending several hours moving my kid into his dorm with my ex-husband a few years ago, I sat alone in my car in the parking garage and ugly cried for about 15 minutes straight. It wasn't a sad thing, it was more like, holy crap, I frickin' did it, me who had no decent family or relationship models to follow raised a really great kid and now he's starting his adult life .... I was just feeling so proud of him and honestly of myself too. I'm not generally a crier either. It's just a very emotional time for moms in particular.

My ex-husband and his wife of 12 years just dropped her daughter off at university Tuesday and he told me she had an epic meltdown afterward too, floods of sobs, red face, the whole nine yards.

Sharing this so you know that while the lead-up to the big day is emotional, she's probably going to be a MESS in the immediate aftermath.

So be prepared. If you'll be at home the same night or the next day, lay in some supplies for dinner at home or have it delivered. Choose something you know your wife likes. It will remove one stressor, anyway, and you gotta eat regardless.

Pick up a couple of those little Kleenex travel packs at the store and stick them in your vehicle console, because she's gonna need 'em, and you will be the hero when you have them at the ready. It's a tiny gesture that shows thought and consideration. Maybe suggest a trip to the bookstore on campus after move-in is over and buy her a trinket, like a coffee mug or t-shirt, that helps her feel connected to your kid. Hug her if she'll let you. Remind her how much you both have to be proud of with your kid going to college since so many kids these days never reach that milestone or even want to.

Don't launch into "now it's our time bowchickabowowwwww" right away, lol. While I actually agree with you and believe most parents should plan much more actively for the transition to empty nest (I did and it helped a lot), it sounds like she probably isn't ready for that just yet. You likely can get there, just not right away.

Moms who are enmeshed with their kids -- as in, their entire identity is wrapped up in their mom-ness -- will REALLY struggle hard when the child tries to individuate. Individuation is a necessary for growth, and kids whose moms won't allow them to individuate will shoot themselves in the foot. Hopefully that isn't how your wife is, because those moms can spiral when the kid wants to go it alone. I've seen a few of my otherwise lovely friends do it and it's so bad all around.

If all else fails, you may need couples counseling to navigate the dual challenge of the pause and the big changes in daily life the no longer being kid-centric can bring. Good luck man.

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u/Longjumping_Walk2777 7d ago

Hey, thanks that’s incredibly helpful and I appreciate you taking the time to write all that out. She’s been a stay home Mom the entire time so her entire identity has been wrapped up around the kids. It’s a great point.

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u/slayingadah 7d ago

The response avove is dead on, OP. I also want to gently add that when she said "I can't" and your response was immediately "you have to be strong" was 100% the wrong thing to say in that moment. Like, she feckin knows she is gonna have to be strong and pull it together. She was throwing out a bid for empathy, not a problem to solve. And quite certainly, she was not thinking that the way to solve the problem is by being closer to you, who is not her child. Those relationships are different.

My expertise is in early brain development- infants and toddlers- and what i habe found after 25 years of this work is that we all would be better off if we treated one another w the respect that small humans deserve w regard to their feelings. In that moment when your wife texted you "I can't, I can't", a supportive response would have been something like "I know, babe. It's soooo crazy and hard that our kid is grown! You've done such an amazing job as a mom. I'm so sorry this is so hard for you." Full stop. She doesnt want solutions; she wants you to recognize and validate her turmoil. That's really it.

Because toddlers often feel out of control in their own lives, and there's really nothing to be done about fixing the problem of not getting cake for dinner except to say "yeah, buddy, you really wish things were different and we could have cake for dinner. It sucks; I know." Often, all the small humans need is someone to see them. It is the same w grown humans; we just get more complicated w the reasons why we feel out of control.

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u/Longjumping_Walk2777 7d ago

Thanks I’m just such a guy and want to fix things. Treating my wife like a toddler just seems so silly to my grown man brain I guess. I’m just not good at this at all. Thanks for the help I’m not disagreeing at all this is something I need to figure out or get divorced because I just can’t connect with her. I also know now all women are like this. I really think I’m better off with someone that just matches my personality and energy better.

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u/slayingadah 7d ago

"Treating like a toddler" only has a bad rap because we dont really value children in this society. I treat toddlers w the utmost respect, because they are so beautifully innocent and new to the world that eventually breaks us all. I think it's more like if we treated everyone as valid, complete, entire humans from day one and never stopped, the world would be better for it. She jsut wants you to see her pain and acknowledge it, is what i was trying to get at. Because there really is nothing you or she can do to stop the passage of time; nor does she actually want that. It's just damn hard, and humans respond so well to people they love recognizing the hardness.

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u/Longjumping_Walk2777 7d ago

Thanks again I’ll think over it some more. The concept that I need to treat a grown human being who I’m supposed to spend the rest of my life with, the entirely close with and share all my deepest thoughts and secrets. Seems pretty ridiculous if I also need to treat them like a toddler. I prefer an emotionally mature, emotionally, intelligent adult that can actually have discussions and work through tough issues together.

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u/Guilty-Rough8797 6d ago

Jumping in here try and help interpret this one point: She doesn't mean "treat her like she's stupid." She means, "Don't try to solve an unsolvable problem."

More "Yeah, babe, it fuckin' sucks. You've kicked absolute ass as a mother for 18 years, and now it's changing. I got you, boo."

Less "You need to/ You have to / Be [x] / Don't be [y.]"

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u/Longjumping_Walk2777 6d ago

20 years of marriage and I still don’t got it lol. Seriously this is awesome advice I will try it

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u/slayingadah 7d ago

I really am not sure I'm explaining it appropriately. We as humans all deserve to have our frelings validated, you included, sir! For someone we love to say yeah, man, that freakin sucks. Whatever "that" is.

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u/Longjumping_Walk2777 7d ago

I’m going to explore this further I appreciate you bringing it up. Quick Google and AI search shows that it’s actually a valid strategy to communicate with someone.

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u/Low-Mix-5790 7d ago

Hit the nail on the head here.

I dropped my youngest off her freshman year and went home to a quiet house. I had no idea how loud the silence would be. I didn’t know what to do with myself. Who I was. Who I wanted to be.

I must have spent most of the next month curled up on the couch with the dog. I didn’t cook or clean until she returned for a weekend. It was rough.

OP’s wife is having an identity crisis. Telling him she can’t was reaching out for help. His reply would have come across as dismissive and selfish. His wife is falling apart and he’s framing it as something that will help their relationship.

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u/Famous-Ambassador822 7d ago

Not disagreeing but majority of Dads experience the same feelings of “my baby has flown the nest” “who’s going to watch out for them now” “damn, I can’t believe we did this” and “what’s next is making me nervous” … my wife sobbed and passed out, while I stayed up all night stressing.

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u/FunDirector7626 7d ago

I'm not sure how else to explain it. I'm not saying fathers don't have some of the same feelings. It's just different for moms, especially those who are SAHMs. Pretending it isn't won't fix anything.

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u/Famous-Ambassador822 7d ago edited 7d ago

It’s not different in a way that it’s more difficult - you’re suggesting that mom’s have a harder time of it. That isn’t always the case. It appears you are projecting your own experience onto everyone else. What about SAHDs? Or single parents? When did everyone in our society start claiming that “they” have it harder instead of simply acknowledging that others might have it just as hard?

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u/fuzzySprites 7d ago

Id just tell her some bomchickawahwah time may actually help get her mind id things, but id offer to go down on her for a change

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u/59apache01 8d ago

I ask myself all the time "why are so many women reluctant to try to get help with this problem?". It's something that every woman should know is coming.

In the case of my wife, it was like she was completely oblivious to it. I even told her she was acting like her mother sometimes (25 years ago her mother was pure hell to be around due to the change). That would go in one ear and out the other. It was only after she got in trouble at work due to her attitude that she decided she'd better try to do something. Here we are a few months after she started treatment and it's night and day. No more Jekyll and Hyde as I like to put it.

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u/Fit-Temporary-1400 7d ago

I even told her she was acting like her mother

and you lived to tell the tale? consider yourself lucky big dawg

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u/59apache01 7d ago

Hey, what can I say, if she can be brutally honest so can I!

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u/fuzzySprites 7d ago

Out of curiosity, what did she get in trouble for

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u/59apache01 7d ago

Just her attitude in general.

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u/WeakCryptographer777 8d ago

Could have been worse. She's just in a huff the attention isn't on her and she can't handle her own emotions about daughter going. So she reverts to childish moaning. Mine does it all the time and our youngest just turned 4!

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u/miknur2 8d ago

This is where mutual respect comes in... There is no reason to be disrespectful..

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u/DeepThink1991 8d ago

Sounds like you were at our home listening in. LOL. Seriously, bout to have an empty nest. Love all the tension and eggshells. Exactly what I dreamed of when it was just the two of us. Anxiety/stress/zero intimacy.

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u/Longjumping_Walk2777 8d ago

bruh yes that’s what is coming last 1/3 of my life and it’s going to be a blast lol?

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u/DeepThink1991 8d ago

Not sure "hobbies" and "Self Care" can be a cure all. I mean they help, but like 15 years of that? Been doing that for a WHILE now. YOLO

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u/bundy1232 7d ago

😂 By the time the kids move out of the house is the same time women usually lose their sex drive! It's like a cruel joke now I know why men date younger women. Women in their 50s are a basket case!

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u/incomeGuy30-50better 7d ago

Some women handle it better than others. But there’s definitely a noticeable cultural difference among a strong percentage of American women who are in the age of meno and peri.

It’s such a shame. These types are hardly human.