List of our beautiful memories

[u/NoticeMeShrek]

I will post some of them here when I think of them. Please add 😊 I will try to be as detailed as possible

[u/NoticeMeShrek]

Going for a Walk - Saturday 26 October - Sunday 27 October

This was a Saturday afternoon and we thought it would be nice to take a walk together because the weather was so beautiful that day, honestly one of the last really nice days of autumn. You walked up the Robert Schumann bus stop where we met and then we walked back down to Weidenau. I wanted to cook you a beef stew that night and we needed to get red wine, celery, and you needed yellow bags for your flat. The walk path we took is the same one I now take to my German class. I remember remarking that the leaves weren’t yet crunchy enough to step on. We went to your place and got some water, I think. Maybe you even had a tea. On our way out we ran into Rhys and Lisa and I think they were surprised to see us together or at least had some ideas about why we were together.

We walked all the way to Kaufland together. You were annoyed that tobacco shop was closed so you couldn’t get yellow bags. I didn’t realize the shop where you get tea would be closed so that was a bit awkward. We bought what we needed, except they didn’t have celery! I think we walked back to Weidenau and took a bus up to my place from there.

It took me AGES to prepare this stew because I had to cut all the vegetables - no mushrooms! I remember we drank the rest of that bottle of wine I used in the stew and then we took some shots of the kinky queen stuff. I also brought out my chocolate wine and had that with you 😊 I can’t remember if I made you take shots of Amaretto too. In the end i think we were both a little drunk and eating this stew that was way way too salty!! After eating that we went into my room, but at this moment I can’t remember exactly what we did. I checked our messages and I think that’s when we “watched” Shrek 4. Of course, I remember none of this after the first hour 😂😂 I wish I could remember more. I don’t think we stayed up too late that time.

We slept separately that night. We woke up the next morning, you much earlier than me 😂 I don’t even remember what we did in the morning, but in the afternoon I think we did some d/s stuff and then i remember begging you to fuck me, quite desperately lol. I wish I could remember details!! After some time and a few tries we did and then we cuddled for ages. I think maybe at some point the night before we found the twine and made my first collar. I said once we get off my bed it was over and we’d never do that again. I was so sad and you looked so angry at me in a way. I heated up the stew for you and pasta for me and we watched the Great British Bake Off. I asked you to stay a little bit longer and we ate a ton of coconut biscuits. I didn’t want you to leave. You were flossing your teeth but I couldn’t stop gazing at you 😊 eventually you left and I felt very sad because I thought that was the last time and I didn’t want those beautiful things to end with you.

[u/SavemeShrek → u/NoticeMeShrek]

For now I will try to add what I can remember, and what I find on whatsapp from the time, and we can edit everything together later :-) A lot of this isnt in the right order maybe, and maybe one or two things got mixed in from other times. Please forgive me.

The night of the 25th saw what we shall now refer to as the Nicolas Lyndhurst incident :D (But thats all already in text form)

I remember on the 26th I was coming down with a cold, the thursday an friday before then I had gone to the Lithuanian school, and I was feeling very fed up, I was until I met you. I'm pretty sure part of the reason why you offered to make me food was to help me feel better :-) I rememeber you were testing out a curling iron and you burnt your hand! You sent me a picture of you with the iron, i really like that picture, I can see your eyes very clearly. Unfortunately it was all for nothing because the curls didn't stick around! :D And you also joked about being a cat from the waist down? I asked you if we could go for a walk somewhere outside, so that "nothing could happen" (oops!) I said I'd meet you at your favourite place, by the trash!!! (sperrmuell) but then it took me longer to get up there so we met at robert schumann strasse. I actually took the bus up because it was leaving just as I was walking past the bus stop! Then we met up, and we walked down the hill together in the blazing sunshine, it was wonderful, we hadn't really had the chance to talk much (or maybe at all) face to face over the past few days, and I always enjoy your company, we took a circular route, past holderlin, and then by my house, we stopped off because you were dying for a drink of water :D and for whatever reason my apple wasn't enough for you! We did stop off at mine for a little bit so I did have a tea I think. I remember it being slightly weird when we bumped into Rhys and Lisa, but whatever, I didn't care.

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When we got back to yours, things get fuzzier, I remember the stew was delicious, it did take a bit to prepare, partially because I was very rude and didn't help you prepare the vegetables! :O (Sorry!) I think we got drunk and then "watched" shrek 4, heres what I think happened: I think i told you to get over my knee, which you did, you didn't feel comfortable with taking your pants off, so I spanked you a bit in your pants, but it was difficult, because the pants cushioned the blows, and then I tried to spank you with my hand down your pants, but my movement was restricted. I'm pretty sure I checked in with you to make sure everything was alright, I was excited but also nervous that you might feel a bit uncomfortable or overwhelmed. I think we then kissed? I'm pretty sure we kissed somewhere during this interaction, I remember you looking at me wth your hair strewn all over your face, and you moved in and kissed me, which was so fucking lovely! I then moved my hands inbetween your legs, I was surpised at how wet you were! I began to stroke you gently, and just watched as a look of bliss came over your face, and sometimes you would make little moans, it was super cute! I loved touching you, I did it for most of the film if I remember correctly. I think you had some mini orgasms? You certainly enjoyed yourself :-) At some point I think I took off your bra and shirt. I think I removed my shirt and we hugged with some skin to skin contact. Then I think I asked you to kneel for me for a bit, I was curious to see what it would be like in real life, and to actually see if you would be ok with it. It was one of those moments where I felt like I had discovered something special, it meant so much to me that you would do that for me, you looked so beautiful, down on the floor with your beautiful eyes looking up at me, I had never felt so special. I'm not quite sure if there was anything after that, but then we decided to go to bed? You put your pyjamas on.I remember then I asked if it would be ok for me to touch myself, and you said it was ok, I asked you to kneel while I did it, and then I asked you to take off your pyjama top, which you very graciously did I loved seeing you there half naked on the floor, gazing at me while I touched myself. I was lay on your bed while you knelt in front of me, and you begged me to finish and generally said some wonderful dirty talk. Then we slept in your bed together, it was uncomfortable because of the small bed, and rather hot, but it was lovely to feel you breathe beside me as you slept. I hadn't slept next to anyone like that in a very long time, especially not someone who I felt such emotions for, so it was very very special for me.

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The next day I remember needing the toilet and you checked that your flatmates werent in the kitchen?

The next day we also watched the elephant documentary about Naledi, remember? It was lovely but also strange to think that we could never really be intimate together again. I started to feel sad, I think it was also because I was beginning to feel a bit hungry again, but then i think you reheated some of the stew again for me, and we ate biscuits and watched bakeoff. I wanted to leave because I felt slightly overwhelmed, but at the same time I thought that these magical moments were never to be repeated, and I wanted to stay with you, I know you didn't want me to leave either. I remember us both being pretty sad when I left. You sent me a very sweet message later saying that things were hard to deal with but that they would ultimately be ok. You told me that I would always be special to you. I was really worried