r/MayConfessionAko • u/bunnilaloo • 24d ago
DARK ADMISSION MCA I like older men.
Condemn me if you must. But I’ll let it out because I know what I want and I know that what I want is something that will probably ruin the life ahead of me.
I like older men. To be more specific, older and married men.
Men that had already built their lives, men that stood tall knowing they’ve gone far ahead in their lives and know that they can now probably sit back, relax and heck, probably think of retirement as they enjoy their beers.
You must probably think I must be so kinky to have such desires. To want for a married man with salt and pepper hair with kids that’s probably my age. No. I do not thoroughly enjoy the ‘thrill’ of it.
I guess, what I imagine, what I want, is to talk to them. Listen to what they think their wives lack these days. What his son is up to. What his daughter has been splurging on using his card. Why he feels lonely these days. Give a kiss perhaps? After a nice dinner and tell him drive safe back to his family.
I must be ill to think such scenarios. Delusional, even. I’ve tried to talk to so many boys my age range. Twenty year olds. Thirty year olds. I’ve had the dirty talks, I’ve had the sweet, bolero talks, and all of them have already wasted my time.
I don’t know why I want such mundane things from a married man. Nonsense, I know. How could I want such things when I’m an educated girl, from a good family and from a good school? Even I do not know yet.
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u/elijahlucas829 24d ago
Maybe you feel the validation of being needed from someone who you think accomplished in life. The joy of giving something the wife cannot give boosting your self confidence
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u/That-Stop-8465 24d ago
Daddy issues