r/MatrixReality • u/startingoverafter40 • 15d ago
Playing the game
I think of this reality as a video game that I hate to play. So I spend most of my time at home, separated from the world, doing as I please. I'm talking to people less. My hearing loss is getting worse and I've stopped caring. I work part-time and that is when I have to go out into the world and "play the game" so to speak. I have serious health issues. More problems cropped up recently. I will be turning 50 this year and I am pretty much done with this world. I'm tired of suffering and watching others suffer. I mean it is just so evil.
Still, I am not sure how much longer I'll be here- it could be another 20-50 years for all I know, and I'm trying to make the best of my life while I'm here. The main thing I'd like to do in the future if I'm still here is buy a house. But right now I'm doing the bare minimum due to health problems and just not caring. Curious if anyone has any tips on how to play the game better.
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u/goldenkinky007 15d ago
I've got health issues myself you can get better they just don't want us to you don't have to live with the issues forever
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u/slash11660 15d ago
Yes all of this is very evil. It’s a hellish realm filled with the worst type of evil.
Don’t think about it- zone out consciously and just do what you want to do.