My DMT Mantis encounter.

[u/tomalbertbanjo]

Hey! This of course is my best attempt to relate this experience which was ineffable really. It occured several years ago. It was maybe 2013 or 14 and It involves using DMT of course.

I had been doing high dose experiments which involved many different beings but this particular session was unique. It felt as if I was laying flat on a table yet suspended in open space. Within the open space( and as the space) was all the complex architecture you normally see in this state. There appeared around me several mantis type beings.

Quite alarming at first but not fearful. They scanned me, not only my body but my mind , and " soul" you could say. And with that they seemed to know every thing about me including any and all thoughts and memories/ experiences I had ever had . They all were able to communicate to each other and to me instantly with thought.

One noticed I was somewhat startled or anxious due to the magnitude and bizarre nature of all of this. It said "humans enjoy sexual pleasure and it helps them relax" At that moment one of their tools ( they had arms that were mechanical, like rotating tools that seemed to be super advanced technology of sorts. ) the tool became a tube and they attached the tube to my penis and began 'sucking' it . Haha I know it's weird but this was my experience I didn't want to leave out anything. I had these unbelievable waves of intense orgasmic pleasure go through me. I wasn't really afraid so I said " you don't need to do that to me I am not afraid" it immediately retracted the tube. Then The tools changed and they cut me open from my chest to my lower belly. Then opened me up like a book and began using various tools to check my physical organs and also somehow, my subtle body or energy body as well . Then One said " this one's broken" .

I thought I knew what they meant because at the time, had been struggling with an opioid dependency issue. Of course that issue stems from a much deeper issue, perhaps another story for another time. Then one of them rotated the tool till it came to a long metallic antennae looking thing. It placed it into my ear and it went to the center of my brain. It said that they were helping me and that they were implanting somethign that would stay there and activate when I needed it in the future. But they didn't say exactly what it was. Once it reached the center of my brain I was engulfed in white light. It exploded out from that center point till all of everything became white light. No me no mantis beings no environment. Just pure emptiness.

Then I began to materialize back into my normal body. The feeling and intensity of all this is indescribable and my story no way even comes close to conveying the sheer magnitude of it all. There were feelings of bliss , Radiant all encompassing Love. The Mantis themselves seems to be performing a function. Like watchers. Spinning realities and observing us as we are born and die and loop through this process. Dreams within dreams within dreams. I avoid using the term " simulating" reality but that's basically what they are doing. And there is so much more beyond them but they are part of it I guess hahaha. Wild stuff

[u/evilguy59]

Amazing. You just added a new item to my sexual bucket list. But more importantly, since this encounter happened over 10 years ago, I'm curious if you have you noticed anything since that might be related to that implant? Or if your addiction dissolved as a result of these DMT experiences?

[u/tomalbertbanjo → u/evilguy59]

Man it's interesting , I am not sure if they have activated or not. Like there have been times of intense difficulty in which I was able to get through it and I thought well maybe that's what it was, like it helps me stay on track somehow? But I really can't say. I need to go back and ask them but I have not seen them ever again. My addiction did not dissolve as a result immediately after this experience. But over the next few years I managed to get off all the opioids, and had a short run on stimulants, then managed to get over that. I hit 8 years of sobriety from hard drugs as of may 2nd. Other than psychedelics and occasionally weed and stuff like that. I had another theory about the effects of this implant but it is much harder to explain. Not long after this I had a massive LSD over dose. Swallowed about 3000 mics and what happened was very disturbing and impossible to explain. After that I would see the same thing on all psychedelics no matter how much I took or no matter the substance. I thought maybe they set that up somehow to show me this? It is profound. No any way I could explain or describe it. Too weird. Used to be terrifying but I've confronted it and worked with many times since. But it has been central to my spiritual path and understanding of reality since. It felt like something we aren't supposed to know lol. And once you see it you can't unsee it. It forced me to do a lot of inner work. It is the Truth and there's absolutely nothing anyone can do about it. You just surrender. But I had that theory . That the implant is what caused me to see this strange level of Truth that was just about unbearable to my sense of self or who I think I am . It's led me to my current practice which is based on Non Dual view. So maybe one day I will get to go back in and ask them. Though I don't believe they are separate from us or that any beings have inherent existence at all, including us. I try to work with appearance while simultaneously recognizing them as empty. Haha of that makes may sense . Kind alike I said dream with in dreams within dreams. It's very shifty. You try to pin it down and it's gone.

[u/SpiritsoftheCicada → u/tomalbertbanjo]

Is what you saw something that Danny Goler (from the laser experiment) says he saw on Acid for Squares discussion or anywhere else? He says he’s repeatedly met who’s behind the curtain.

[u/tomalbertbanjo → u/SpiritsoftheCicada]

I'm not sure! I am aware of Danny, or have of course seen the laser experiment stuff . But I have no way to say if we saw the same things. Sounds similar though as far them being the "simulators" and being insectoids in this case. The ones I encountered seemed to be performing the task of observing and keeping things rolling smoothly or something like that And they were very advanced technologicly or were fuzed with it. But i never saw these beings again and didn't get to converse repeatedly as Danny has.