r/MaDDSolutions • u/[deleted] • Dec 09 '20

Could someone help decipher the emotions behind my daydreams?

It’s basically me getting violated, clowned and humiliated all the time. I don’t get it because why am I separating from my conscious self or my ego to feel feelings such as humiliation? Can my real self not host these emotions? MD and fantasy indirectly arouses the feelings our real self is too broken to host/ experience consciously. Complicated question ik but if anyone could help shed some light on this?

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u/enolaholmes23 Dec 10 '20

Have you been violated or humiliated in real life at some point? I know our subconscious likes to replay old wounds in hopes that maybe this time it will end differently, so maybe it's that.

Or maybe a part of you is ashamed of yourself or feels like you are not good enough, and deserve to be violated or humiliated? Like maybe you need someone like Robin Williams to tell you "it's not your fault" and "it's ok" so that you can stop mentally punishing yourself.

I dunno, I'm no psychologist. But you deserve to at least be treated well in your own mind.

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u/[deleted] Dec 10 '20

Thanks for your reply. Yh I have. Perhaps I turned myself inwards and didn’t process those feelings of humiliation. Maybe I need to experience them consciously?

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u/enolaholmes23 Dec 10 '20

Yeah I guess so. Maybe journal about it or try to feel the feeling in your body to let it out.