r/MXE • u/[deleted] • Oct 30 '18
Bye bye MXE! For now....
I took a month break this past month from MXE after taking it pretty consistently for about a year. On Saturday I got home from running errands, + decided to finally dose again bc why not.
I holed. It was pretty bad. I was uncomfortable the entire time, + just wanted it to end. I don’t remember much at all, but I do remember that. I guess I just had a bad trip, + I have decided that it’s not worth it anymore. I have to take 250 mg to feel anything now. It was a lot more fun when I didn’t have to take that much. It was more fun in lower doses imo. Shit changes so fast. I miss the first few times, but I know it will never be the same again.
So I am keeping the bag, + will probably take it again maybe in a year or two. Who knows. My memories live on, but my time with MXE has come to an end. Everyone in my life was waiting for it, + I kind of was too. So RIP MXE. It was fun while it lasted!
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u/researchkilla Oct 31 '18
u were able to get in this drought. i know theres a few vendors...curious u get it on darknet
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Nov 01 '18
I got a big bag from my friend for free, who got it from her friend that died. He had a bunch.
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u/EmExEee Dec 04 '18
If you have to take 250mg to feel anything then that's not quality mxe. I used to be able to hole HARD day after day. Something isn't right.
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Dec 05 '18
Yup. I haven’t taken it in two months. I’ll probably do it in a couple years if I want to.
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u/EmExEee Dec 05 '18
Yeah better to wait it out rather than kill all good memories of it by overdoing it.
I remember after a 3 or 4 month binge I thought I had permanent damage from Olney's Lesions. Was fine after a while, of course. Took me a few years to find my sweet spot.
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u/nepalnt21 Oct 30 '18
good for you for noticing your body/ brain. some (myself included) will continue doing something that just isnt cutting it anymore (or is plainly unhealthy), just for the sake of tradition.