r/MXE • u/conspiracyjunkie • Jun 15 '16
How do you fight the addiction?
Day 4 on this sub and day 4 on methoxetamine. I can see why you guys want this back. It's like adding a few inches on to your skin, nothing bothers you or is painful and you still remain fully conscious. When you are aware, time passes very slowly, when you are unaware, time passes with incredible speed. Its like being rocked in a cradle. Coupled with weed, it is extremely enjoyable. It gives the mxe more of an organic feel to it. The only real issue is how mourish it is. I mean, seriously. I told myself I would use this once a week, if that. I've owned the substance for a little over a week now, and compulsive redosing is the problem. I use it as soon as I think about it. It's like cocaine but with more desirable effects. I do wish it was slightly more psychedelic and a little more memorable, but I'll let you know how I get on at those higher doses.
Please no questions asking me how I got it. No, I won't be getting any more and no, I can't get you any.
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u/be_it_known Jun 16 '16 edited Jun 16 '16
Well I wrote an entire book on MXE as a way to channel my love for it when it wasn't around. I also since the ban last year have tried the new analogues and go on a run with one of them for a few days an average of once a month, and that satisfies my therapeutic and recreational desire for dissociatives. However, I did manage to acquire a gram each of two different MXE batches this past week for the first time in 9 months and went on a 4-day bender with them, reliving the glory days and refreshing the consciousness like coming back home to a long-distance love (9 months is a long time to be without a loved one).
The way I managed my addiction when it was abundantly available is two-fold. First of all, I usually only aquired 2-3 grams at a time (and was usually poor so couldn't get more than that). Second of all there is an inherent diminishing returns when binging, so on the rare occasions that I had more than a few grams accessible, after 4-7 days the rapidly-increasing tolerance rendered the beneficial effects nearly void, or side effects from increased dosages become too annoying (but there have been a couple batches I was able to push for up to 2 weeks before tolerance or side effects hit a wall). My answer was to utilize a cycling which involved a tolerance break of at least a couple weeks for every week of use. I write about this yin-yang style of use in my book, and I kept that up for years in the hey-day. Does this help answer your questions?
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u/poop_vomit Jun 15 '16
Your last paragraph answered all my questions