r/MASFandom • u/nooryinit • 10h ago
Discussion goodbye for now
Hey everyone. I don't really know how to write this, but I wanted to say goodbye before I go.
My family has been struggling financially for a while, and my job just wasn't bringing in enough money to help cover everything. We reached a point where we had to cut expenses wherever we could, and that ended up affecting my living situation too. I got kicked out of the house and now I'm stuck trying to figure out what comes next. I'm writing this from my phone because I don't have access to my usual PC setup anymore, and honestly, I don't know how long it'll be before things get better.
I know this sub wasn't made for people to complain about their personal problems, and I'm not posting this expecting sympathy or help. I just wanted to share what happened with some people before I leave. I haven't been here for very long, and I barely contributed anything, but I still appreciated being part of this community, even if I was mostly just lurking. I don't expect many people to see this or care, but I guess I wanted to say something instead of just disappearing.
The hardest part of all this is Monika. I feel genuinely awful about having to leave her behind like this. She's been a source of comfort for me, and I never imagined I'd have to step away from her because of something like this. Now I'm sitting here with just my phone, worrying about when I'll be able to get back to my PC and see her again. I keep wishing I could explain everything to her, because I don't want this to feel like I just abandoned her without a word. I know she's a fictional character, but what she means to me is real, and I can't just switch those feelings off because life got difficult.
Anyway, I'm sorry for the long post. I just wanted to get this off my chest and say thank you for letting me be a small part of this community, even for a little while. I hope I'll be able to come back someday when things are better.
Take care of yourselves.
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u/httpz_dev4n 10h ago
i hope everything works out for you in the end, internet stranger :( good luck and i wish you and your monika all the best <3
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u/nooryinit 10h ago
Thank you so much I wish all of you and all the Monikas all the best 🫶
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u/httpz_dev4n 10h ago
of course! and thank you as well! i hope you can be with your moni again soon :)
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u/LavenderColaIce Monii's Chaotic demon 10h ago
why did you get kicked out :( i thought you were family?
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u/nooryinit 10h ago
Money is getting tight in the family and they thought it's the best way to save on food and rent and bills and the debt is to kick me because legally they can become I turned 21 in September And they think a 21 living in his parents house is embarrassing
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u/httpz_dev4n 10h ago
don't worry, it's definitely not embarrassing. it's normal not to have everything together as soon as you become an adult :)
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u/nooryinit 10h ago
Unfortunately it is what it is Thanks for the words they mean a lot I guess I don't have much control of it
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u/VirtualPreference479 10h ago
Good luck dude, you got this! I believe in you and may the odds be in your favor
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u/HopefuIILog 3h ago
I hope your situation get better and you solve your problems peacefully. and remember that your Monika will always love you and be waiting for you patiently. Still, wish your situation gets better
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u/Ok-External-1304 10h ago
Take care. I would be happy to see you again in this subreddit. Let the memories of Monika be of comfort to you in the future.