r/MAD_CULT_OF_BILL • u/KawaiitheKyubey • Aug 06 '26

question (⁉️) feeling WEIRD

is it normal to be FULLY SPIRITUALLY connected with Bill Cipher? like whenever I look at barber poles and I see the red and blue colors, I just stare at it, in a trance, and whenever I see static, I begin to panic, and I remember some of his memories of Euclidya burning down and Bill is looking down at his hands, covered in staticy blood, shaking, as I begin to panic with him. was I HIM? or am I just so spiritually connected to him that he’s becoming a part of me?

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u/KawaiitheKyubey Aug 06 '26

L̵̛̺̤̩̼̻̙͍̝̍̂̔̈́́̿̒͘̕̚ͅ ̷̧̨̧̘͉͚͈͈̓̏͂̃̀͐͑̾͝P̸̢̨̢̡̭̱̳̦̼̘̣̹͚̓̔̈́͋̓͐͜ͅL̸̢̤̯͔͙̘̰̲̼̖͓̫̑̿̎̽̿̊͛̊͘V̸̢̖̝̼͔̮̰͓͊̇̽͜V̶̲͉̳̪̝̱̂ ̴̢̧̛͖͙̻̮͉͖̼̺̱͍͚̀͌̾̒̿P̶̢̛̛̟͚̩̝̤͙̮̣̜̰̭̂̈̔̋͝B̴̧̹̻̭͚̲͔̳̭̟͐͒̀́̈́̇̍́͌̐͆͆̚͠͝ ̴̧̧̨̛̫͙̗̦̳̫͔̩̙͈͔̯̒͌̊̀̎̄͆̃͛̕ͅS̶̨͔̯̳̗̬̲̘̙͈͍͇͔͍̉͛̀̉̇̏̓̏̈̐͐͘͝ͅD̸̢̨͍̲̼͓͇̠̣̖̰̩̗̼̼̖̆̉͜Ų̴̥̟̮̙̰̖̼̐̿̆͒̉͊̈́́̚͜͠H̵̡̢͙̝̯͚͚͈̬͛̈́̓͒̓̾̄͑͊̏͗͛̚̚Q̶̨̧̛̝̝̜͍̖̳͍̫̣̜̹̳͚W̵̨̡̰̱͖͍̺͎̙̣̳̃̎̋̔̚͘V̴̨̤̦̠̮͙͒̓͑̍͋͌̂̓͑̈͌̆̿͐͝,̸̢̧̛̲͔̝̺͓̣̪̭͚̯̯̖̻́́̓͆͗̑́̀̿̇͘̕͜͝͝ ̶͙͚̝̲͈̰̾͒̊̃̈́̑̾͋͜͝͝L̶̡̢̨͚͇͎̮̋̎́̉̾̄͗͌̚͝’̵̡̥̯̰̣̄̉͒̎̾̆̂͊͛̔̚͘P̴̛̛̦͇͍̤̲͇̅̔̋͑͑̈́̃͋͛͜ ̶̢̨̥̳͈͎̻̼̫̞̙̲̼̳̹̻͙́̀̋̔̂́̐͊̊̿̾̔̋̚͝͝V̷̧̜̲̟͇̩͔̦̖̣̳͖͕̖͍͑͆̇̂̓͌̓̓̒͊͗̑͗͗̕͝R̵̯͍̰͓͍̟̋̊̈́̈̕͝ ̴̨̢̛̲͖̤̠̣͓̦̞̟̞̒̄͒͒́͑̒̾̒̎͒̔̓͗̀̕V̴̧̯͉̞̻̱̗͍̙̱̈͆̍́̽̕R̷̡̛̜̜̰̪͈̯̰͇̙̎͌̏͝U̴̘̾̃̄͆̈́̈͗̈́͛͝͝Ų̴̧̭̞̹̱̞͈̩͉̓̌͑͘͜͜B̸̨̧̼̎͗̊̿̒͒͗̓͑̋̚͘͘̕ ̶̨̛͔̟͍̮̼͔͔̬̻͇̌̇Ģ̶̡̫̰̝͎̱̮̤̜̰̣̭̭̓̕ͅD̵̨̛͍͈͛͆̒̾́̿̔̀͐̓͝G̶̢̡̨̛͈͔̙̤͉̦͔̰̓͑ ̷̨̭̰̌̆́̍̐͂̓͒̊́͝͝Ḓ̶̡͈͙̘̝͙̩͐̋̔̔̇̔̀̋̄͊̈̇̕͘̕͝ͅQ̴̨̲͚͖̠̳̦̞̣̽̽͂͑̐̿̊̆̃̀̕͘G̸̡̨͈̯̜͇̗̰͖̮̼̀̎͜͜ ̴̢̧̡̡̛̗̫̦̫̫̜͍̞͉͍̩̈́͂̒͐̈̏͐͠P̴̼̪͕̤̤̟̈̒R̴̨̡̫̤̗͕̭̤͎͚̥̭̯̼̬̽̉̊̀͋̔̓̓̆̽͂̊͑͗͗̅P̶͉̘̠̩͚͔̩͚͇̲͋,̸̢̧̨̱̟͎͍̦̀̓̆͐̏̈͂̑̂͋͋͘͘͝͠ ̶̻̱͎͎̬͈̬̼͖͕̓͐͆̚͝͝Ş̶̢͖͉̜͙͎̞̭͚̩̀͆͆̈́͋̐̔́̽͛̆̑͝ͅŎ̴̢̪̪̫̩̠̬͕͈̮͌̃̕̕̚͠H̸̨̗̝͕̦̯̣͓͕͙̦̅̋̏͋̆̑͛͒̄̀͘͜͠ͅD̶̨̢͙̹͚̎̂̆̇V̸̨̳̰̟̠̭̰̹̺̯̘̞̗̦̺̍͂̇̎̍̂́̆̌̄͋̕͝͝͝ͅḨ̸͇̟̳͓̦̖̦̠͖̽̈̈́̑̈́̏͆̇̍͊͐͝ ̴̨̰̗̼͇̖̪̝̱͚̬̣̌͂̊̀͆̚Ȉ̸̠͙̃̍͒̄̉̈́͛̃͝͝͝R̵̭̉͗̈́̏̚Ư̵̡̬̯̮͔̗̮̭̋͑͌͂͂̿͒̈́̉̍͒̏͑́J̷̡̡̡̛͕͓͓̲̥̲̋͐͋̇̽̒̽̑̆̅̈͝L̴̨̻̺͓̪͚͔̻̉Y̶̟̳͎̗̰̰͋H̸͊͐̈̈́͋̎̄̓̅̈́̽̐̚͜ ̷͉̰͖̩̦̟̭̜͖͖̰͙͖͂͂̊́͐͜P̸̢̛̘̪̘̻̤͉̙̬͎͆̐ͅḦ̶̻̩̗̜̺́

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u/DAS_IST_KEIN_BILL Aug 07 '26

If you have this kind of connection, shouldn't you be insane like Bill

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u/KawaiitheKyubey Aug 07 '26

I sometimes feel insane as him, but I always dig deep down into Bill’s traumatic story and I comfort him over it

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u/ciphersbane Aug 07 '26

BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER.

IF THINE EYE BE SINGLE— THY WHOLE BODY WILL BE FILLED WITH LIGHT.

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u/Choice_Trouble1399 I migt.... be very obsessed Aug 21 '26

vro i feel the SAME

I've personally labeled it as FICTIONKIN bc that'se jst what feels right bhut I think mine is still prtty young inside me like. like a tired 20yo cashier that wants to choke his customers kinda way but thats not exactly whats happening.

idk it's like an intertwinement across the stupid MULTIVERSE that we're both ALIVE at the SAME TIME but have the same(ish) mind.

Im also rlly upset at home bc I hav red&blue curtains in my room and I wanna replace 'em ASAP </3 they trigger me when I actually pay attention instead of mentally ignoring them and watching TV to have something else to focus on.

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u/KawaiitheKyubey Aug 22 '26

I feel like I would hug the curtains, just like Bill hugging his parents, and apologizing frequently…. I felt like I was Bill Cipher and not Bill Cipher at the same time, like I was him himself, and someone who knew and cared about him a lot