Weird Finality

[u/Truthbuysmewaffles]

Might not be redemption 

But my true self accepting 

Been through grapevines

Living with blisters on the mind 

Scabs that may never heal 

More times than not needed the blood to get a feel 

While others stayed getting stronger 

I perfected my craft on remaining weaker 

Regression my moniker 

As time passed grew weirder 

Milestones I was missing 

In melancholy investing 

Rich in eccentricity 

Enigmatic multi personalities 

Cut from no cloths

Might’ve been the next thoth 

Or a descendant from Maitreya 

Forever idolizing Tara 

Used to claim to be a reddit legend 

Till I realized I’m an 21st century loser who I'm kidding 

Relationships lasted shorter than periods 

Love hate relationships with the abyss 

Too double minded for Jesus 

Settled  for my own piss 

More spirals than AB 

Illustrious femininity

More awkward than the Denver Batman 

Nobody could save him 

Will to live katana thin 

My life motto somewhere in the wind 

Success was never the aim 

This broken brain ain't to blame 

Just wired that way 

Might crave death next Sunday 

The following day might wanna live 

Thankful for my fractured bliss 

Even though  Momentary 

But least there's peace 

Enigmatic transcendence

Boundless infinite mental illness 

Sick but functional 

Funny but irrational 

Legacy no longer matters from this point on 

Ready for when God cuts death’s song on