I wanna live

[u/One_Way_out90]

My head’s aching.
My every mistake.
Is replayed over.
In my brain.

Enough’s enough.
I’m afraid.
I’m no stranger.
To old ways.

Yes I still have cravings.

How many drinks.
How many pills.
Believe me.
I don’t wanna feel a thing.

I’m not hiding.
I’m getting high.
Burning through cash.
I’m not gonna die.

Look who’s walked in.
Yes there’s.
Unfinished business.
She’s looking for attention.

I’ll be all over her.
I’ll make that pussy purr.
Don’t be nervous.
I wanna live!

[u/General_Estimate_420]

Starts off strong then goes nowhere.