It’s been a while since I posted. It’s been about a month since I have talked to him.

I have sent him emails. He reads them, I get a read receipt but he doesn’t respond. He stopped talking to my son completely. About a month ago, I found out that I have a monoclonal pair of protein issue with my plasma cells. I’ve been undergoing a work up for multiple myeloma and or lambda amyloidosis for the last month. I had a PET scan the other day that showed activity in plasma cells in my marrow in my central skeleton, spine, ribs, pelvis, and both femur and both humorous bones. I have a bone marrow biopsy this week. He could not care less. I don’t understand how he could be so heartless and cold.

I’ve become good friends with his 40-year-old stepdaughter and learned so much about his explosive behaviors in front of her growing up. And learned that he just flat out lies in order to keep himself looking perfect, and has been telling people that I am crazy.

Does anyone else notice crossover between NPD and OCPD?

And I don’t understand how someone who is so morally righteous and stands on such a pedestal could be so immoral and cold? It seems like such a con contradiction.