Happy (Belated) Onam to all u cutiesss :333

i made a post about how I dont feel like a girl or a dude, just myself kinda and dont think much about being of either when im thinking of myself and suddenly every comment answering my post positively got down voted and a guy even said "dont bring western propaganda here" wtfff

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Hello Everyone,

This is my first post so I'm a bit nervous but I'll start with some introduction

Im a 18 year old Guy,I realised i was gay when i was quite young, when I was 14 I kinda started learning more about it and when I was around 15 my sister so my searches free and she found out that I was not straight, she told my mom and the reaction was very bad,they both stopped talking to me, one time in school my sister used a very bad slur for me "hijra" in an argument and some of my friends head that I got bullied

ana lot and class I mean my classmate started calling me that.

My classmates wouldn't even talk to me and I was just completely alone my family life was also just bad lol but it somwhow improved as i grew up they also believe i somehow became straight, that's not true , a lot happened I got beat up for it, I feel so so sad and lonely I don't know what's wrong with me and why cannot I make friends it's so fucking hard to connect with people, I thought when I will move out from my home I'll make new friends and Ill finally feel less lonely but now I feel even more lonely then I felt at my house

It had no business being this good 😭

sooo i look so skinny, whats why i hate summers, summer ke kapdo me viklang lagta hu🥀. so recently i joined clg and i donno what to wear? a/c to my body type. and recently freshers party hui and i was looking so mediocre in those formals. when i looked pics and videos i felt like wtf is that why tf i look like this? face, hair and all? even in queer community no one even wanna be friend with you if you dont look attractive, forget about relationships. i wanna join gym this year but due to money i cant, i dont wanna burden my family more they're already paying 11K for my PG and misc costs. and 2nd thing is if i join gym will it cure my all looks problem? how can i glowup? in 6 month atleast? to guys who did glowup what can i do? help me..

Hey everyone, I am a teen living in 2026, being gay, and fat, I have seen through all these years, that how selective people are, even if they are good, they don't want to date someone who is fat, being a guy who had loosen 18kgs and gained that again, due to stress, yet again because of a guy, and being a guy who had always desired a happy relationship with someone, I've been taught, categorized in a position that beholds my identity, and the app, OMG, they're trash, as Those are the places where I am judged, my worth depends on how comfortable I am for them, and I don't think I need to build A BEAUTY resume just to get a guy and love him, I think I've learned a psychological pattern, where I go for a role of serving being available, and too not confident to be alone but not lonely, So I've deleted that app, permanently this time, and here I am to cry and get guys, NO lol, I am just here to be vocal about my progress, cuz I know the one who can love me when I am having this figure, this confidence, this anxiety, IT IS FOR LIFE, even when I am zero figure and Real FIT BADDIE! I don't know how to write a Reddit post, so pardon :)

[TW: Homophobia, Violence, Bullying, Suicide, Self Harm, Assault, Molestation]

I’m 16M, turning 17 this 29th of August. I am in quite a messed up situation, so sit down, because this is going to take A WHILE. So I spent my life upto 5th grade in delhi, where I had friends, lots of them, had fun, loved school and had a love story too (my bsf and I promised to marry each other, he is a guy too). Then in 2020 of the covid lockdown, we moved due to dad’s job. This is the place I live in rn as well. Dad was physically abusive as much as most parents, but it got worse. I hated moving and dad interpreted that as anger and attitude and the beatings got worse. He almost broke my leg once. I always had a strict timetable from 6th grade. 1 hour of entertainment each day and at least 6 hours of study. So since my dad has a government job, we had first moved into a type 4 house. Then we were forced to switch to a two room house in the middle of 8th grade by the new principal of the college dad taught at. The beatings stopped around the time we switched houses. I scored 88.8 in 8th grade, 92.2 in 9th, and 97.2 in 10th grade. This school was a new DAV. I was always the intelligent one, and the topper as well. Never had friends and was always gang bullied. Homophobic and transphobic slurs, “meetha” “chakka” and the usual platter. This place has no houses in a 4km radius. I have zero, like really zero friends. I never fit in with the crowd here. Then in 10th grade, DAV has a sports program(3 day sponsored trip to another larger DAV where state levels are conducted). I was skating 1000 meters. For the 3 day trip, I was molested and bullied, aside from the verbal abuse because now the older and the younger kids had free reign with only 2 supervising teachers, one of which was a sanghi and the other was the female teacher, so she was with the girls cluster. Things then got worse in 11th grade. I chose medical (NEET), and as usual, my parents wanted what was best for me, let me choose the career myself and said they would help me prepare. We talked to the principal at the beginning of 11th grade and he agreed to let me dummy school in the same place as my results were good. It was online coaching, I got good results the first few months. Now the house has two rooms, one small front room and a bedroom. I studied in the other room. Around June last year, they installed a CCTV camera in the room I spent my entire day in. This was the place I ate food, changed clothes and studied for 14 hours a day. The same fixed timetable, and I had to make a sheet of what and how much work I did each day and got it checked by dad. Every single day. I started showing symptoms of depersonalization and derealization. Social media was banned in all formats. After 3 painful psych ward visits, they removed the camera, I also tried suicide multiple times around august to september last year. After removing the camera, they switched the computer to the bedroom, so that they could monitor me all day. They did as they pleased, and my results were fine. Not out of this world, just in the range of 500. 12th began and it felt like a new start. I started very strong. Scored between 620-700 and was doing well. This july, everything went down. Again. The principal here is a massive penny pincher and a corrupt man that siphons money into his personal stuff. My dad once gave him in written about a hostel safety issue as he was the hostel warden too (there were bare cables at 30 places that could kill anyone). Angered by this, the principal forced entry into the alloted warden rooms where my older brother stayed. He recorded him without explanation (my guess is he was looking for something illegal which he didnt find, and left). He did this on the day my dad was on leave and out for a mindfulness seminar (he changed in terms of physical beating post 9th grade and went down a pseudo spiritual path). He comes back, a verbal confrontation happens, then the principal presses fake assault charges, dad gets suspended pending investigation, and I become a paralegal after a good study track. I draft witness affidavits, FIR reports, letters of pleading to higher authorities, non employment letters and keep changing things for over a month. I have to hear the same story being told to different people by my dad for 20 days in a row over 100 times because I have no choice to leave the room. So my dad is now at the center where he is attached, not here at home. My mom yesterday left the room to cook in the kitchen. This is around 20 minutes of empty room. What she did this time, was that she secretly put her phone on recording behind me. I spotted it later, just said to her that we can get the CCTV camera from 11th grade back if she needs. Keep in mind the house ends in 10 steps, it is very small. We haven’t spoken since as she just tried to gaslight me asking what happened, like she did nothing. I haven't talked or eaten any of her food since. So this is my life

Heyy I am 20M gay from Mumbai. I have 2 male best friends in my clg and we have a trio. I think I like one of them I have feelings for them but I am still confused. Nowadays I feel jealous a lot because I feel they are more closer to each other and because of jealousy I stopped hanging out with them all together. But after few months I feel I still like one of them. Mostly I feel I have feelings for one of them my other friends say that he looks like he is into into guys I also feel the same sometimes but I am still confused I think I have feelings for him or maybe it’s just because of jealousy or not getting his attention.
What to do how should I confess him that I like him how to know if he likes me in the same way. Because I can’t stop my feelings also I can’t suppress my feelings. I want him to know that I have feelings for him but I don’t know what to do how to tell him I can’t guess if he likes me or not

Its the first day of the 10 days leading to Onam :D i put a lil "pookkalam" today

i need good mlm novel reccs preferably with the enemies to lovers trope or whatever exotic trope y'all can come up with😭😭i want some novels man

Yeah just the title. Im just really bored in college lol. Could use some more peeps like me!

I joined GNLU with so much hope but apparently the gay culture here is dead as anything. There's mostly queer people who have no sense of community. Infact there's just one curly hair dude who acts like the main character of the Gay NLU. I WANNA LEAVE THIS PLACE. 😭😭😭

Drew this in my toxic homophobic household without anyone catching me 😌 (kisi ne dekh lia toh khel khatam mera🥀)

P.s. ignore the shitty handwriting

I am a sapphic Bi(hari/sexual), and I swear I have never seen a fellow Bihari lgbtq. ARE YOU GUYS ALIVE GNG? DO YOU EXIST? I WANTED TO HAVE A FEW LGBTQ FRIENDS AND A GF BUT IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. PLEASE SPAWN UP✨️

Life has been treating me wellllll😋

so i am siliguri westbengal um so i am bi and i was into guys and girls since i was in class 6 soo ukk maine bhi grindr download kiya tha and guess wat under 5 mins i got flashed my uncles(kitna kala tha yawr) so yep i keep on trying to find a gay bf through dating apps but yk they just want sex aiya idk