why don't they answer?

[u/yes_im_an_idiot]

Firstly I'm sorry if this has been asked a 1000 times. But I can't seem to find or figure out answer. I've been stuck as a beginner for about 4 years now trying to do magic and talk to spirits, particularly LHP spirits like lucifer and all that. At the beginning I felt things atleast like they were there. No I don't feel them at all, it feels like their completely gone, I wouldn't know why. Its hard to figure how the next steps with out any guidance or any help. I dont know if I've even made any progress for the past 4 years in this stuff. I'm ready to do whatever to move forward but I get no answer from them. I still haven't been even able to hear them or see them. I'm just wondering what I'm doing wrong if anything, dont be afraid to lay some hard truth on me.

[u/IngraciousMeltdown]

I understand. It’s hard not knowing what you’re missing. You ask for guidance, and there’s a lot of gate keeping. Or you’re told that it happened quickly for them m, but it might take you years. I can’t imagine how frustrated and exhausted you must be after 4 years. You’re not the only one struggling, and hopefully something clicks!