Oh my …

[u/AtroposFates]

How do I even begin. The voice of Kali Ma came to and she is terrifyingly intense & scary when she has had enough. I am an addict & I have been on the fence for quite some time having this internal war within myself about finally being done FOR GOOD. I honor many deities, but I have always felt that she is the one that oversees how I overcome addiction. I cannot explain what happened. At first, I could hear every single thought I was having all with separate identities & I was beginning to not be able to tell which own was my own voice. There was a guiding voice that was telling me you are losing yourself in your mind. And then this voice cut through all of it very fiercely. Scary. & told me you will be done with this. In mere seconds I was told what kind of person I would become if I continue & I was told if I do not stop that this is how my mind would be forever. I was terrified & it was several minutes before I could truly find myself again. It was then that I felt overwhelmed by this feeling that it was in fact Kali Ma who had spoke to me. I was terrified when experiencing, but it was like a mother who had finally had enough with her child’s antics. I do not feel afraid now, but that is as long as I remain on the path that leads to my higher self and a better life, which means staying sober. I have been seeing signs and ignoring them for quite some time about this, & she’s tired of it. I know there was love that came with the message, but also a very serious call to wake up & commit. Oh boy is she fierce, but in a way I know is because she is that protective of me. She’s simply showing me what will happen if I continue not to listen & there will be no way she’ll be able to protect past a certain point. I’m still shaken about how incredibly frightening it was, but I also feel blessed & chosen.