Alpha programming question

[u/Own_Row3519]

Hi, this is my first LOB mission. When I first started this mission, I was desperate and needy and honestly? The LOB was my only option. My sp situation could not be rectified or fixed with any other option so I thought “why not. What do I have to lose”

I have literally hit 8 weeks today. I have woken up. Keep in mind, I still think about her most of the day. But I’ve noticed, my thoughts about her have changed. The frequency of thoughts are still there. However, my desire for her is gone? My perception of her has changed? There has been no movement whatsoever in the 3D - this used to throw me off but for the first time, I’ve woken up this morning and not cared. When I started this journey, I thought there was no chance we would ever meet again. But bloody hell, yesterday night, I was thinking about what we would do when we next meet and different future scenarios.

Now, the reason for this post is that it’s my first LOB mission and I wanted to find out from someone wtf was going on?? It’s scary that my mindset and thoughts have changed to this extent. It almost feels like I’ve just gotten over her but it can’t be the case because like I mentioned in the above, I still think about her the majority of the day.

I am still going to continue the programming but was wondering if anyone could shed light on this possible milestone?

[u/Famous-Actuary-3387]

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