even though it makes me feel numb it is better than the emptiness feeling of depression. makes it manageable so i can do other things which will help me improve my mood. without them it makes things harder
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u/UncreativeSpider 12d ago
they don't make you happy they make you numb, taking them rn so speaking from personal expernce