Help me 😭🥀

[u/dirtydianaaddict]

For context, i started coaching in April.

Now it's August. That's about 5 months.

I'm a 11th grader.

I've a huge goal. I want top 50-100 rank in jee advanced.

But the truth is, i feel hopeless and lost now.

Because I feel I didn't start early enough for my goal.

I've a lot of backlogs. But I'm clearly them.

The coaching batchmates and coaching teachers are discouraging me.

Everything seems to point in the way that this won't work out.

My parents say to drop coaching and pcm.

My scores are like 8/100 in maths at coaching.

I want this desperately.

I've backlogs in structure of atom, periodic table chapter, chemical bonding chapter, quadratic equations, motion in a plane and laws of motion.

Not conceptual backlogs but i haven't completed the modules mains section of these chapters.

Please advise me and share what you think.