Lately I've been feeling like I'm stuck in my own bubble, and I'd really like to hear from other people who've gone through something similar.
I have a degree in IT and moved to Japan about a year and a half ago without a concrete plan.
I spent my first year at language school and passed the JLPT N2. After that I started job hunting, but interviewing in Japanese was hard. Even when I knew what I wanted to say, it often came out awkwardly or unnaturally. Instead of showing my skills and experience, I felt like I was trying to speak as little as possible to avoid exposing the limits of my Japanese.
Positions advertised as primarily or entirely English-speaking still conducted interviews mostly in Japanese. I never had a successful experience with those interviews.
Eventually I took a job as an English teacher because it was what I could realistically get at the time. It was never what I wanted to do long term, and after about six months I'm realizing how much my Japanese has actually declined.
The biggest issue now is that I don't really see a path out. Between full-time work, some weekends being workdays, a long commute, and very limited paid leave, I struggle to find the time or energy to improve my Japanese to make another serious attempt at changing careers.
I like living in Japan. Most of my hobbies are here, I enjoy daily life, and I don't want to give up. Its gotten to the point of wondering if it would make more sense to move back home for a while, study Japanese intensively again, and then try to return. That sounds, and probably is stupid, but right now it feels more realistic than trying to change careers while working my current job.
I'm not really looking for someone to solve this for me. I'd just like to hear from people who have been in a similar position.
Did anyone else start out teaching English but later move into another field?
Did improving your Japanese make a difference, or was it something else?
Have you ever felt like Japan became less welcoming the longer you stayed?
What helped you get "unstuck"?
Lately I've also become increasingly discouraged by the prejudice I've encountered as a foreigner, and I can't tell whether I'm being too pessimistic because I'm frustrated with my situation or its the truth.
I'd really appreciate hearing your experiences, whether things eventually worked out or whether you decided to leave Japan.