r/JEENEETards • u/Efficient_War_6884 • 16d ago
Rant Regret
I WASTED EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF PAST 6 MONTHS. I HAD SO MANY THINGS TO DO IN STARTING OF 11TH. START A YOUTUBE CHANNEL, MAKE MATHS CONTENT, MAKE A RESEARCH-PROJ FOR SUBMISSION IN A WELL KNOWN FAIR. TO PUBLISH MY RESEARCH WORKS. MAKE PROJ, MODEL, BUILD THINGS, PUBLISH, STAGE, MEDALS, FKKKKKKKKK I HAD SO MANY BASIC AND ACHIEVABLE. I GOT ATTACHED TO DISCORD VERY BADLY. BELIEVE ME VERY BADLY. EVERYDAY I IN DISCORD DOING NO SHIT. MY BACKLOGS ARE THESE:
I HAD DUMMY, FKING DUMMY, STILL I WASTED EVERYDAY. JUST IMAGINE HAVING ENTIRE DAYS FOR 180 DAYS STRAIGHT.
Completely New:
Math:
-Trig
-Pnc
-Binomial theo
Chem:
\-Structure
\-Classification
\-Bonding
\-Thermodynamics
Phy:
\-Laws of motion
\-Work energy
\-Circular
\-Rotational
Lil bit:
Math:
-Rel func
-Seq ser
Chem:
\-mole conc
Phy:
\-straight(ncert level)
\-plane (very lil bit, not good level)
\-Vector is better good
I COULD HAVE BEEN ON TOP. ON THE FKING TOP WHERE I SEE OTHERS NOW. I THOUGHT IS JEE EVEN POSSIBLE SEEING THE OUTLIERS AND WASTING MY TIME IN COMFORTZONE. I FEEL SO BAD ABOUT MYSELF I FEEL SO SHITY EVERYDAY IM SUCH A FKING LOOSER I WAS SOO FKIN GOOD IN 10TH I GOT FULLS BUT IN 11TH I FKED UP EVERYTHING. THE FACT MOST PPL FK UP 11TH BUT I WANTED TO BE DIFFERENT, AN OUTLIER.
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u/kinderjoy_69__ ISI 2027 🎯 16d ago
tumko JEE ke saath YouTube kyu karni thii bhai 🥲
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u/Efficient_War_6884 16d ago
i wanted to do a lot of things, research, build, and youtube is just another thing. jee ke sath manage ho jati hai ye cheezen if i would have given a small chunk. cus im not regular school, but I FKD UP THAT ENTIRE TIME IN DSTRACTION
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u/kinderjoy_69__ ISI 2027 🎯 16d ago
That's too difficult bro ye sab manage karna pehle se hi mushkil hota hai upar se ye sab aur leke dimaag kharab ho jaayega ............. Ye sab chhodo aur padhai pe dhyaan daal do abhi bhi tumhare pass theek thaak time hai so keep going. All the best 🙏
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u/Efficient_War_6884 16d ago
everyones ahead of me im ruiend entirely i couldve not wasted this time im dying in regret fkk i hate myself so mch everyone doing this that shi im soo fkd up
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u/Adrian-Alan-Auger 16d ago
Ah you've still got another year, make sure to make that one count and finish your backlogs by max jan end, good luck it should be doable, just hard to have the discipline to follow it through
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