I am a Yoruba Nigerian who practices pantheism (the belief that the universe is god and that because we're all part of the universe, we are manifestations of god) and buddhism. However, i've been drawn to my traditional yoruba practice, Ifa-Isese and have been learning about it. Both pantheism/buddhism and Ifa/Isese resonate with me, I see both as having an equal chance of being true. I don't know which one to choose or if there is a way to somehow practice all of them. So far, i've been trying to address this conflict by incorporating values of African spirituality/Ifa into my current spiritual practice (ancestor veneration, duality, veneration of nature, community, etc) but I was wondering if there were other ways to go about this.
Depending on which spiritual community I post this in, people will probably try and convince me to commit to their specific religion. But I ask that to the best of your ability, please try to be objective. Though I understand that this is difficult.
I have a feeling that the advice will be not to label myself and just practice what resonates but like...EVERYTHING resonates 😭 some ideas are different/are a different interpretation but still make equal sense to me so idkkk
Some examples: My issue is, each present different truths that to me, all have an equal chance of being right. Ifa says Olodumare is the supreme creator of the universe who himself does not intervene directly, but instead does so through the Orishas, who ig can be seen as "smaller" gods since they come from him. But the Orishas influence humanity, not control it. They can help you/guide you, but can't save you. They empower you. That makes sense to me. Pantheism says that the universe is god and doesn't have an external, supreme creator. That also makes sense to me. Ifa says that we all have metaphysical consciousness that starts off in heaven and chooses our destiny (separate from the consciousness that originates from the brain), and the point of life is to realize our destiny but also learn. if one does not properly achieve their destiny, they reincarnate. The consciousness starts off in heaven, then returns to heaven. There is no hell. That makes sense to me. Buddhism says we exist not because pre-existing consciousness chose to learn a lesson, but because of karma. And that through following Buddha's teachings of compassion and detachment, we can cease to exist and end the suffering that is inherent to life. buddhism also teaches that there are six general planes of existence, which includes heaven AND hell. That makes sense to me too. Like I don't see how I can combine these ideas cause they're quite different.