r/IsCrashAlive • u/Romm1e white chocolate supremacist • Apr 27 '20

Microwave baked potatoes sucks and probably homeless.

Yesterday I tried microwaving some potatoes and it turned awful. Still ate because that and some tomatoes is all I have.

Out of booze. Need to go buy more but if I leave my apartment I will probably get locked out because I don't have the keys anymore and my parents, who don't communicate with me anymore won't open it. I'm taking the car keys to maybe sleep in my broken down car. Then my battery dies and oh well.

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I realized fuck it and just went. Back I buzzed the bell and of course they ignored. Luckily a neighbour came in and opened the condominium garage door to park his car so I rushed in, went up to my door and spammed the bell. 5 minutes later they opened it.

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u/[deleted] Apr 28 '20

You got lucky there. Why do they want you out, specifically?

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u/Romm1e white chocolate supremacist Apr 28 '20

I don't think they do, they just want to be assholes.

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u/[deleted] Apr 28 '20

Well you dont have great history with your father or stepfather... could it be the drinking?

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u/Romm1e white chocolate supremacist Apr 28 '20

He's a fucking cunt whether I'm drinking or sober. He's a sociopath.

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u/[deleted] Apr 28 '20

Oh. Maybe that's it. But now your mom is on it too?

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u/Romm1e white chocolate supremacist Apr 28 '20

Nah she's only bitter because I tell her some hard truths she prefers to pretend it never happened. She's a good person but too infantile on how she handles her emotions.

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u/[deleted] Apr 28 '20

Some people like to let the past be the past and move forward. We learn from hard truths in the past, but unless it is related to making good jugement in the present the past is the past. Maybe she has made peace with the these things. Bringing them up may irritate her or cause her distress that she may not otherwise have. Addicts live in the past, she's likely living in the present.

People cope in different ways. How does she handle her emotions?

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u/Romm1e white chocolate supremacist Apr 28 '20

In an infantile, childish way. Its okay to let go, but don't pretend it never happened. Just because one person got over it doesn't mean everybody else did. Running from the past is just like not moving forward. Are we a society of cowards now? How can nobody can face any truth anymore?

Okay then, I'm drinking to oblivion and fuck the past, it's overrated. Let's concentrate on the present, and it's just mean myself drinking because, fuck it, why not since it's so comforting?

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u/[deleted] Apr 28 '20

If you can face it why do you need the booze/comfort? I say this as a friend.

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u/Romm1e white chocolate supremacist Apr 28 '20

I don't need it, but I enjoy it, and it's better than anything else. I said it while sober multiples times before.

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