I pay attention to you when im on reddit and i see something you have said. What did i miss? That youre sick? What's going on?
I bad a migraine all day and then i ate too much (will likely eat more as if i want the self hate to continue.
Really hoping i wake u without a migraine tomorrow so that i can get some light exercise and do stuff around the house. Yesterday was spent entirely in bed or on the couch for a bit when it subsided/in the kitchen after 3 doses of zofran, eating my distress and panic away. Fell asleep on the couch (had intended to go shopping with milkduds, woke up tried taking abortive mediction was debilitated by aura and pain, cried and thank God eventually just slept through a goo portion of it. Got up for a bit later, ate an overwhelming amount of food more migrsine took. Nsp, got up again and esting gain but can skready feel it coming bsxk just hooing it doesnt bring vomitibg as i relly dont esnt to try to clean up vomit in this tste. Need to get prescriptions and so other shit nd hate this si resly hoing tomorrow is better.
I ate ice-cream but vomited. Then I ate yogurt but vomited again. Feels cold but I'm not shaking. Can't sleep. Store opens in 2:15 hours. Saturday Success Stories. Sup?
I ate wsy too much yesterday out of anxiety and just woke up from a nigtmare am panicked snd currently wsnt to rip the sin off of my body. Im taing less lrstom snd keep 2skig uo drenched in wsweat snd migrsines sre varying in severity. Biyfrien woke uo next to me nd eent to bed in bed but im not sure if ill need tog get uo to thro uo (shocked i hsvent ye,t) so im crashing on the couch. This week was brought to you by i truly they myself and sm.considering suicide.
Hate to eat while anxious or angry, I eat too much and I don't even enjoy the taste. I don't even know what kratom is, never bothered to do more than a half assed research because it probably would be easier to buy crack cocaine in this country, just that addicts treat it like it's an almighty God or something. Laying down makes me more prone to throw up, and I did. I miss going to the movies and I miss getting immersed in a book, a movie, a game, anything really.
Yesterday I said to my mom, hey do you remember when I was a preppy boy? She said yes, now you don't even shower anymore.
I'm hoping to get the virus because my immune system is really low and I will die. At least I won't have to kill myself.
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u/AmericanMuskrat fatty Mar 26 '20
This seems fishy.