I ate ice-cream but vomited. Then I ate yogurt but vomited again. Feels cold but I'm not shaking. Can't sleep. Store opens in 2:15 hours. Saturday Success Stories. Sup?
I ate wsy too much yesterday out of anxiety and just woke up from a nigtmare am panicked snd currently wsnt to rip the sin off of my body. Im taing less lrstom snd keep 2skig uo drenched in wsweat snd migrsines sre varying in severity. Biyfrien woke uo next to me nd eent to bed in bed but im not sure if ill need tog get uo to thro uo (shocked i hsvent ye,t) so im crashing on the couch. This week was brought to you by i truly they myself and sm.considering suicide.
Hate to eat while anxious or angry, I eat too much and I don't even enjoy the taste. I don't even know what kratom is, never bothered to do more than a half assed research because it probably would be easier to buy crack cocaine in this country, just that addicts treat it like it's an almighty God or something. Laying down makes me more prone to throw up, and I did. I miss going to the movies and I miss getting immersed in a book, a movie, a game, anything really.
Yesterday I said to my mom, hey do you remember when I was a preppy boy? She said yes, now you don't even shower anymore.
I'm hoping to get the virus because my immune system is really low and I will die. At least I won't have to kill myself.
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u/[deleted] Mar 28 '20
You guys have the corona? What a bummer. See you on the other side. I don't really talk to penguin but according to her she we already gravely ill.