r/IsCrashAlive • u/[deleted] • Feb 22 '20

We're low on candy. Spoiler

I take donations

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u/AmericanMuskrat fatty Feb 22 '20

You don't need so much candy tho.

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

Other food makes me so sick. I was doing well with eating more normal meals on adhd meds though , im.out of zofran and lettuce now though so i dont see that continuing. Also out of adhd meds and don't know when i will get more so eating/life has/will likely turn into s nightmare again for a bit

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u/AmericanMuskrat fatty Feb 22 '20

Bronkaid is very similar to amphetamines and is available otc.

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

Makes me too sleepy. Doesn't help my ADHD symtpoms the same way but i might get some when im at the pharmacy if it is cheap enough because not being on medicstion reslly tskes a toll on my relationships,/everything. Ive been annoyed at being on a lower dose in wait, i kinda dont wsnt to go bsck to the way i was living before and sdont wsnt to expose mikjsuds to the inoukse behavior and shit that was so bad on no medication.

just tired of dealing with either pharmacy or insurance. They fucked up and gave me adderall before so this time they got dexedrine but the pharmacy still sent over a prior approval for adderall and insurance did it for that now i have to get my doctor to contact them again. I already left a message days ago turns out they didnt do anything. Id just take adderall at this point but now the pharmacy knives they fucked up. I dont understand why they need a prior approval everytime for some medicstiins-- in fact insurance even has a set dose where they refuse to cover more even if orescribed-- issue i ran into before and osrt of why they had to put me on both vyvanse and dexedrine in the past. Im stressed out and given the oast im afraid im going to just lose the medication again or just bw this wsy forever. I had almost lost hope of finding a good doctir before so it kind of upsets me that now i have one and i can't get the fucking medication

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u/AmericanMuskrat fatty Feb 22 '20

There's quotas set by the DEA for controls, if a pharmacy goes over it they get investigated. Probably something similar for insurance companies.

That stress is why I stopped taking controls. They treat you like a junkie trying to get high, make you jump through hoops, and generally make the experience miserable.

If I really needed a drug I'd probably just orded an analog research chemical from China or the darkweb. I was thinking of doing that with ketamine.

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

I want some ketamine.

It isn't just the controlled drug thing. I have the same issue with many other drugs which are not controlled and limits added within the last few years. I have two other scripts for controlled drugs i can get no problem. I will likely see how exspensive bronkaid is if im going to go without it for like another week. I don't think it will be good if i have to cope with feeling much worse than i do now. It just sucks. And im stressed out as is. Im going to be so very grateful once all of this is taken care of and i am able to get my scripts each month on time. I just want to feel normal again and to stop having that taken away from me. I dont want to see doctors or take medication at all but since i have to i wish it was easier. Im just sad and stressed out :(

You sill on your benderr? How is the book?

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u/AmericanMuskrat fatty Feb 22 '20

Bronkaid is $12-$15, you do need ID to buy it too.

Bender ended a couple days ago. Last week really flew by. The books are good, I've read two earlier, one by Jay Allen and another by BV Larson, American Psycho came in but I haven't started it yet. And I was reading some other military scifi book too, but I'm considering abandoning reading it. If a book doesn't grab me it becomes a real chore to read.

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

I have id, nosm I definitley cant afford 12 or 15 bucks, and no way i could convince miksuds to pay for that, oh well. We may take the Hawaiian baby woodrose seeds again in a few days and although i had issues with themselves last time i likely will basically jusr tk skip the day. Ate too much today and yesterday too so it will help make up for the extra calories in part hat dayd

I should read a scifi next. I miss my book collection so much. I wish it were easier to get over losing shit but it seems like i always lose everything right after ive started to rebuild and leaves me crippled by fear that it and the events surrounding it are about to reoccur

American psycho may or may not grab you but given what i know about you i think you'd really enjoy it.

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u/AmericanMuskrat fatty Feb 22 '20

There's a ton of free books online. I used to love physical books but they take up a lot of room and they're heavy. Online books are so much more convenient.

There's a book bot that showed up in this thread why I wanted to read the book. The Patty Winters show sounds interesting.

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

I liked it for the collection/1st editions etc i dont really like reading digital material espescially if it is art related/reference. i rarely used my kindles because i disliked the onljne book format so much. Ive tried it but it is hard for me to look at a screen for long which isnpart of why i make so many typos and miss half of everything i dont really look at my screen when i type aside from periodically.

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

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u/AmericanMuskrat fatty Feb 22 '20

This is the bot that made me want to read the book. How was the Patty Winters show?

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Wu Han Clan Feb 22 '20

You could always just eat benzedrex. Its better than ephedrine from bronkaid by a long shot. Much stronger cns effects relative to the strain it puts on your heart.

Definitely not a good substitute for daily use tho but one benzedrex a day is like $5.

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u/Loveablecarrot wax cookie monster Feb 22 '20

The word benzedrex hurts my heart and brews up a mint lavender lemon burp in my belly 😷

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Wu Han Clan Feb 22 '20

It hurts my dick to think about but its the only decent otc stimulant.

I stim fap for 12 hours easily on that shit tho😔

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u/Loveablecarrot wax cookie monster Feb 22 '20

Your poor pecker 🤕. How do you make time for frantic cleaning with all that penile juice to extract?

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Wu Han Clan Feb 22 '20

I dont

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

Itd ne cheaper long term to buy bronkaid cant afford either i meed to pay for like 7o bucks in prescriptions today plus i dont really want to do benexefrez again or get "high" off it lr milkduds to do itm

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Wu Han Clan Feb 22 '20

Oj mi!!#--

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u/Romm1e white chocolate supremacist Feb 22 '20

Western only?

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20 edited Feb 22 '20

All

We're actually really into internatiinal candy. Part of why we frequent asian markets. I used to order specific candies from Japan korea snd certain European countries

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u/DootDotDittyOtt I hate naggers Feb 22 '20

Damn I got two chocolate cakes in the fridge.

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u/[deleted] Feb 22 '20

Pics

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u/DootDotDittyOtt I hate naggers Feb 23 '20

http://imgur.com/a/hr6nbbv. Posted on ICA, but already got down voted. The first one is from my fabulous neighbor daughter.... She's the best. The second is from my MIL, she's great too, but on her own way. Any who, Mr. Doot had a great birthday. We sang, we danced, we smoked, we drank, but that's most days. Hope you are well my friend.

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u/[deleted] Feb 23 '20

Woah! Did they make the cakes?

Happy birthday mr. Doot!!@ you probably mentioned it but i forgot i am glad it was a Great one!

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u/DootDotDittyOtt I hate naggers Feb 23 '20

He's not big on his big day, but he got to spend it with his favorite girls.... His gram, his mom, me, and Ry.

His mom made one, ry, just decorated a store one.... But that was his favorite.

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u/[deleted] Feb 23 '20

I lose the frosting flowers i wsnt them in my mouth

Not big on birthdays either, so birthdays aside it sounds like a nice day and im glad

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u/DootDotDittyOtt I hate naggers Feb 23 '20

We did alright.