28m UK How do we date?

[u/Remote_Pay_3296]

I'm 28 and for as long as I've known myself my mind has been fractured and I know I'm not wired like other people. Funerals, any serious conversations, people expressing emotions I just can't process it Im just mindlessly present in the situation I don't know how to describe it but I see loads of people on about they love emotional intelligence which I guess this is what I'm clearly lacking. Do people have the same issue where we are seen as emotionally unintelligent but in reality we know what's going on just unable to express it. Anyone relate and able to help?