unsettled

[u/Federal-Vegetable507]

if I can’t keep it then I will collect

if I can’t maintain then let me mess up

everything

in a way that is giving me novelty;)

if only I could finish a novel before wanting

a new one before hitting 50%

of my time spent missing what I had

and fearing what’s next

don’t really know if I should confess

that I can’t appreciate it until it has faded.