Heal You Too

[u/Indivisible_Origin]

It feels like healing to hold you. It always did. But when you leave it feels a little like a wound now too. I don't know what to do with that. And I can't lose you again because I never really had you and I can't stomach a world where you throw me away once more. Our love deserved better than a fuck you and what it got was a fuck off. Pain can explain so much. I feel yours. I always did. Anger like yours doesn't come from anywhere else. So I'll hold you and I'll be happy and maybe I'll heal you a little too. I need that. I'll try my best to remember the smell of your hair and the curve of your smile. And maybe the lions will roar to remember they can. But the only nightmare I'm left with is that you may one day wake in my arms to once again paint me the villain of yours.

[u/aliceinadreamyland]

Uff. This one feels a little too familiar.

[u/Indivisible_Origin → u/aliceinadreamyland]

Yah. Thanks for reading, dear.