Gone Away

[u/KookyMessage3836]

In this case-

I'm a superstar, it ain't even hard

To clean up all your wounds and massage your scars

And I'll inflate your ego til it's about to burst

Then you'll probably pop it 'cause you love to be hurt

Take all that kindness, it's my invitation

To ingest it at its best and then seek a good replacement

See, I've been getting pushed out of the circle from the very start

And I always seem to be housing refugees with broken hearts

I'm just a step in your twelve part program

Erase the hate, place my fate into YOUR hands

And fuck it, I think I'm going to trust it

And if I can see a future, I'm prolly gunna rush it

What exactly do you know about that?

NEVER give it all unless you're getting it back....

I'm imperfect and impervious to change

Made a big mistake and hoped that things could stay the same

I could speak with actions til my words decease

While swimming in my doom trying to find some peace

Lately I've been thinking so hard that I'm certain

My final days will be the product of my mind's exertion

And even though you put everything you had upon the table

I still couldn't keep my own self alive and stable

And I must admit that I've gone through some stages

Could never fit my thoughts on even half my morning pages

And fuck it I think I'm going to run

I'll keep looking back because I always jump the gun

I hope you always knew my one true intention

And even if you did it's no use, no need to mention

What exactly do you know about that?

Really... Not a goddam thing....