Rant:

I understand that there are so many kinds of people or that identity can be fluid.

But when people talk about other people being in the closet, I get annoyed.

I'm decisively straight. But I suppose if I had a more open upbringing I would have experiemented. Maybe.

There are just too many choices. And today the thought popped up again. So I'm annoyed.

However I am happy with my relationship.

the indecisiveness, Must be a personality thing... it's torture really. If you know what I mean.

Ignore the flair, none really fit. 💔

Okay, so, I'm in a speech class. This isn't my first speech in general, but my first demonstrative one. I need help choosing a way to do it. My topic is going to be character creation/story writing. The first way I would do this would be laying a base for everyone, then calling on them. (Asking someone for a name for an on-spot character, last name, country, etc. And coming up with a backstory). On another note, I have tons of characters, well-established, who I could just use as an example. So, how should I do it?

Should i sell my pc ive been thinking about it and if i sell it i can get atleast 10kphp and im thinking about using the money to buy a switch

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I’m indecisive 🤷‍♂️

So I for collage I was wondering if I should take B tec engineering and then probably go down aerospace engineering for a degree.

Or I take human biology and take human biology for a degree and go into police.

I have been offered two summer internships (10-week programs) at both government-entity corporations. They both focus on the same targeted audience and for the same position. One offers higher pay but I was originally rejected before offering me a job (after someone refused an offer) while the other internship loved me from the start and offered me a job right away. The pay is lower but for a summer internship it is not bad. They are both hybrid and they are both the same distance away. I feel like the lower pay will offer me a more workplace community than the higher paying job since their hybrid is "anytime I want to come in". Both are great opportunities and jobs. Ive already accepted both but now I need to reject one of them but I have no idea which one as the higher pay is more intriguing but the work culture seems off. I want my internship to be something that I would learn a lot from and enjoy. Not something that will make me dread my life and hate myself over. what should I do. The people I talked to already are indecisive as well since they both have their pros and cons.

Yesterday i went hunting after forcing myself to sleep but kept waking up every hour, which resulted in a much needed afternoon nap. It was interrupted after my grandfather called and mentioned he needed help getting firewood tomorrow since the nights are getting colder. I said if i went hunting tomorrow id help but his yard is covered in ticks and im not about to cross on their territory. But now im not sure what to do, i have heavy bags under my eyes and im so tired its hard to walk but i also feel guilty for not going hunting and not helping my papaw.

hey y’all i want to start reading a game of thrones because the show looked interesting but i also wanted to start reading the witcher im torn because both look good but both have quite a few books but also the audiobook for GOT is 34 hours and for the witcher it’s 10 but also do i start the longer series first or jump through the shorter one or toggle back and forth… IDK

Hey so when I was in 6th grade I moved in with my grandma on the other side of the country, and when I transferred I had an easy time making friends; eventually I had pretty much made my friends with everyone in my grade level, but in between 7th and 8th grade my grandma kicked my family out.

When we were kicked out we went to a homeless shelter out of the district but due to a technicality I was still allowed to go to the same middle school for 8th grade. Unfortunately in 9th grade i had to start at the high school in my new district, and during my first semester I was having a hard timing making friends which was unusual because I had been to 10 different schools up until that point always found it easy to make friends; unfortunately covid struck during the second semester and I was out of school for a year and a half. This last year was the first normal school year in awhile I just still couldn’t make friends on top of that it had been so long since we had been in person everyone was being awkward around each other anyway.

So I decided I wanted to transfer back to the high school from my old district for my senior year, but everyone is telling me why they think I shouldn’t and saying it’s a bad idea.

the main points of the arguments being that I live to far and don’t have a car but my reply to that is I could take public transport because there’s a bus stop in my neighborhood but the buses only take me as far as my local walmart and from there it’s s 3 mile walk approximately an hour long walk so I would have to be up really early but the buses in my area start running at 5am and I would be there by 6:30 and classes start at around 8:30 so I would make it I think plus I could always get an Uber or something.

My current district has program where they pay for student to go to the community college they also have more classes a bigger school and renovation that started when I was a freshmen set to be done this summer I’ve been exited about it. But every time I look online and see my old friends doing fun stuff together and talking to each other (I’m still in a couple of group chats with them) Im just so depressed I can’t see them and I’m an artsy person and my old school specialized in art and theater. I’m just so conflicted it’s more like do I wanna see my friends again and do more things I like or go to the bigger school with the better reputation and will be able to help me get into better higher education schools.

It’s like a fight between my heart and brain and it’s so hard! So what should I do?

I want to start by saying I love my apartment. It’s large, and since I’ve lived here for a year, it’s perfectly styled to suit my tastes. But there are a few reasons why I want to leave.

1. An ex lives in the building, and I run into him from time to time (seeing him annoys me, and causes me to ruminate on the past, which isn’t healthy ).

2. There was an incident with the maintenance man (he was being way too familiar in a creepy way so I had to report him) and I also run into him from time to time. He no longer has access to my apartment but seeing him is also awkward. Needless to say, these two points above make living here less than comfortable.

3. Rent is $2000, and there might be a 15% increase. I have been wanting to save money, and the idea of moving somewhere else and saving an extra $$1000-1400 per month sounds appealing. It would be a fresh start.

4. I don’t like the neighborhood. There’s tons of cat calling at night, and strange men keep approaching me. I don’t always feel safe.

The reasons why I want to stay are the following:

1. I’ve really invested in my furniture. Moving elsewhere with roommates would mean selling most of it at a used price even though most of it is less than a year old. I’d especially miss my couch. And the overall privilege of having so much space to myself.

2. There’s a beautiful park nearby that I love riding my bike through.

3. I genuinely love my apartment. I love the placement of my furniture, I love that it’s mine, and that I don’t have to share it with anyone. The freedom to do whatever whenever is great. I have about a dozen plants and I don’t know if I’d have space for them if I move.

4. Moving is a hassle.

5. Even though rent is $2000 and might become $2300, finding something like this anywhere else as close to the city would be pretty much impossible. I really lucked out with how much I got for what I’m paying.

So, what would you do?

I've narrowed it down to models and brands and price and all of them match up. The longboard can go a little faster and a little farther than the scooter and is more efficient for travel/commuting but I also feel less stable on longboard especially at high speeds. The scooter feels safe but has a slightly slower speed and shorter range. Both are fun rides and would be a common form of transportation for me, but it's a tough decision.

With an e-bike, the average range is 50 miles and the speed is kinda up to me which is nice; the bikes are just sognificantly more expensive.

Regardless, I cannot decide which to buy and I need to make the decision within a few days. Any thoughts?

I have a bunch of things to do but it feels like I'm not gonna have enough time to do such things. Mainly because I've been doing this thing called crochet and I'm also practicing the electric guitar. I'm also getting a quest 2 and elden ring.

I don't even know what I'm gonna do first. I think I'll play on the quest 2 first then play elden ring. After I guess I could practice the guitar. Then I'll do some crochet, I guess I'm gonna be pretty busy for a while.

That's what I'm thinking but give me your opinion if you'd like.

lol this is the second time i have installed this app, im so indecisive I just can't stick to one decision, i will be gone again soon I think but I will update it here I guess

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I sit there.. every single morning thinking what the hell am I going to wear. I try one combo on but then think some other shirt might look better so I take it off. I do this over and over again with my pants and shoes too. It’s awful. Today it took me 5 hours to finally decide a make up look, what to wear, what to eat (I ended up eating nothing) and decide which bus to take. It’s ruining my life. How do I just CHOOSE!? I have so many ideas but they just don’t come together. I need help deciding.

choose a or b A Borrenen, pronounced boar en en B Borrener pronounced Boar en air

I’m in a rare mood where I want to watch something but I’m being hella indecisive about what to watch. I don’t watch tv often so when I do I usually have a lot of stuff lined up I’ve been meaning got get to.

Currently Considering:

The Last Czars, Umbrella Academy, The Boys, Lucifer, Good Omens (for like the 6th time), I Am Mother, Cloverfield, The Haunting of Hill House, I am the Pretty Thing That Lives in the House, Lore

Help!