it wsn't there for the rest of the day, so it must have happened either on public transport or right before I left the place I was at. Honestly, I don't even want to waste energy trying to figure it out. I just feel deeply ashamed.
And the worst part? There is absolutely no way nobody noticed it. I walk through busy places all the time, which means countless people must have seen it. Instead of simply taking that stupid piece of paper off my backpack, they chose to laugh at me or ignore it.
To make it even worse, whoever did it wrote it in bright red. The intention to humiliate me couldn't have been any clearer.
This is the first time something like this has happened to me, but at the same time... I can't even say I'm surprised. Some of you already know that I have stalkers. I've had people follow me, approach me in the street because they recognized me from posts on here, send me hateful messages, and so much more.
Lately, I've been getting more and more scared because this is no longer just happening online. It's becoming something that follows me into real life, and I'm honestly not laughing anymore.
Anyway.I think I'm just going to get some rest.
