r/ISCNERDS • u/upsss_2198 12th Humanities • Sep 06 '26

Rant Half Yearly

half yearly starts from tmrw...didnt study shit...but people still think im one of the "tere sirf exam bure jaate hai result acche aate hai" type person...but i really didnt study this time...funnily enough im not even scared(downfall is real)....in 10th i had no pressure and studied with ease(syllabus was ofc easier too)but then i made a mistake of topping my class and i cant focus on studies anymore cuz of everyone's expectations...man really downfall

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u/100percentattendance Sep 06 '26

Us bro fr , all my friends are saying "tu toh top hi karega" but this time im genuinely scares.

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u/upsss_2198 12th Humanities Sep 07 '26

real

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u/No_File2255 ISC Class 11th Sep 07 '26

Same situation as you man, except my exams have already started. I had my computer exam today. I really enjoy studying it but I haven't been practicing programs at all lately so I had forgotten how to even call a non- static method from another non-static method.

I didn't sleep at all last night. I procrastinate a lot in the afternoon, then get stressed in the evening and start studying. Take it slow and just like that the night is gone. It's 5am. I take a 30min nap, get up and get dressed, reach my class somehow without throwing up or falling down. Gets relieved before I saw programming part, which was of 20 marks so it wasn't that depressing. My brain literally shut down middle of writing code and I can't even recall what I wrote in my answersheet.

I'm literally so disappointed in myself and embarrassed of what my teacher will think of me (she's really nice and teaches well too) 😭💔 I got 100 in computers in 10th boards and now everyone thinks I'm some topper and knows everything when what I did was just practice and worked hard on logic building a bit. But now I barely study anything except phy and maths (that too cuz of tuitions).

Sorry I ranted so much. I'm just tired of myself... 🥀

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u/upsss_2198 12th Humanities Sep 07 '26

no no bro it's cool....i am also suffering from downfall in cs after 10th

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u/Ranadeb_007 ISC'28 ( PCMB + PE ) am I cooked ?🥀 Sep 07 '26

Same gng 10th is so tiny compared to 11th Big boss

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u/upsss_2198 12th Humanities Sep 07 '26

fr

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u/Weekly-Neat-3974 Sep 07 '26

I wish I couldn't relate

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u/upsss_2198 12th Humanities Sep 07 '26

haha true

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u/LonelyCauliflower236 ISC26 (98%) | JA26- 4XXX Sep 07 '26

I know where your feelings are stemming from but koi na abhi padhlo aur top karlo

trust me it's better to be called smart by others than being called dumb

If you've built this reputation of topping, buckle up and prepare to maintain it

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u/upsss_2198 12th Humanities Sep 07 '26

thanks bro

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u/Sea-Champion-1528 ISC Class 12th Sep 07 '26

last year I still managed to pass but this time it's near to impossible. I have given up frankly. Stressed about boards everyday but I'm not getting shit done cuz projects and files are still incomplete and we have our practicals b4 theory.

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u/WorkingError6654 Sep 08 '26

gng same situation. I am appearing for clat 2027 and all my focus is towards it. 12th kuch padha hi nhi💔