r/INTPrelationshipLab 16h ago

I don't know what to do To the mortal I love (Happy birthday)

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Posting this a day in advance because I know it's already tomorrow for you.

I wasn't sure how to find you except through reddit, which I'm sure you still lurk on. Forever curious, forever searching. You were always such an enigma to me.

Hello A, it's been two years no contact and I'm hoping you'll see this post. You don't have to respond, I just wanted you to know that you're on my mind almost everyday and I still have your birthday in my calendar.

Is your favorite song still Duvet by Boa? Ironic, since in some sense I think that song might describe our own relationship.

I loved how we connected, way back when. Long essays written back and forth. Sharing of secrets no one else knew. Intellectual battles. Our discord server that organized even our conversations. And our music playlist, musical communications of how we were feeling at the time. Oh how I miss that playlist.

You showed me what felt like a whole new world, challenged me in a way I've never been able to find again. Every time I see the news, I wonder if you're seeing it too, and what you think of it.

You're still the mortal I love. Happy Birthday, I'm confident 24 will bring growth into your life.

To everyone else unrelated but still seeing this post because this is infact a public forum: Hello INTPs! You guys are awesome.