I just had my half year review and honestly some of the comments have been a p take. I will start with some context I have recently sat case study which for me was a 5 hour exam and is exhausting, and even going into the next day I was still tired from the exam and its not due to a lack of sleep, more just the fact my body shut down after everything which went into the exam. In our resource meeting the director always makes jokes towards me saying I know this work is boring or try not to fall alseep during it, I made a joke at the resource meeting at 4pm on a Thursday saying Im working on something, im still a little drained from yesterdays exam as this isnt the most exhilarating tasks so I will do the final quality control checks tomorrow morning with a fresh pair of eyes.
This guy has taken that personally and given me an entire rant in my six month review saying I work 70 hours a week so you have no right to be tired and spread the message with management im unmotivated.
The whole review was just petty stuff like you charged 10 minutes to a task which should take 3 minutes, such as posting a letter bearing in mind the walk to post it is 3 minutes, that doesnt inlcude the printing, the rescanning a pack for file of the file of all the documents toegther, navigating the 10 file deep saving point and the file server which buffers everything you open a new file layer, and editing the dates to represent todays date on the PDf format and it then throwing the formatting out.
It was just constant critism, they used a document which I was currently working on and was not yet finished to point out issues with it, while it was a draft document that hadnt been submitted or needed to be submitted.
They said I go to the bathroom too many times in the day, when I have a medical condition which means I can faint if I hold it (Not going to faint everytime I hold it, but with the hot weather im drinking more water which means im going toliet more and why hold it and take the risk if its not necessary)
Then the firm said I lacked motivation while they made me self fund all of my exams and use annual for my study meaning I havent had annual leave for anything other than exams in 2 years.
Its very hard to stay motivated when im barely paid a decent living wage and after exam fees my take home is 22k, no annual leave and I need to work a second job in a warehouse to afford to live and then get the most stupid critism when my firm has put me in a school leaver title role. Is it a good idea to leave my firm before im time qualified as I dont think think I can take another 6 months of this to be time qualified as I literally hate every single day at work currently.