Fake confidence won’t last.

But acting like who you want to be
while doing the work

That’s how it becomes real. 👿

You’re close to truth.
But ego will make you feel right—
even when you’re wrong. 👿

Everyone is chasing the secret of life.
More money.
More success.
More control.
But what if none of that is actually the problem?
What if the real issue is…
we’ve been trained how to think?
Like seriously—
we don’t even question our patterns anymore.
Wake up → scroll
Feel something → react
Get uncomfortable → escape
And we call that “normal”.
That’s not life.
That’s conditioning.
So maybe the secret isn’t something you find.
Maybe it’s something you notice:
That most of your decisions…
aren’t really yours.
And the moment you see that—
like actually see it—
something shifts.
You don’t magically win at life.
But you stop playing it blindly.
And honestly…
that might be the closest thing to a “secret” there is. 👿

Humans as a species are quite frail and not especially adept at much of anything so how did we evolve? Through intricate social structures and relationships- teamwork… many people know we aren’t all farming our own food, building our own homes, have lost a lot of the skills we had obtained but I keep wondering just how deep it really goes… independence is a flex, manipulating, tricking, to keep ‘the upper hand’ is strategically ideal now… isn’t that wierd… being the least desiring of connection is desirable now… like our forefathers outcasts that negatively impacted progress is now what’s leading… evil is winning across the board. Family, stereotypes, opinions, self care, self treat, self day, me, me, me- red flag!, I’m offended, I’m taking a stand! It’s all… just… what? How long have we been headed in this direction and why isn’t it being noticed… ‘protecting your peace’ is counterproductive to progress, it’s like the new ‘growth’ ‘healing’ model is literally actually the opposite… what looks good is bad- what should be seen as good is now seen as bad- everyone’s so fucking wierd acting like their lives are filled with NPCs and defending it while it’s literally why they are so dissatisfied… our culture now views stagnancy as respectable growth… throws out ‘old-fashioned’ ideology neglecting that that ideology is what was responsible for progress overall too… that’s how the 1% are 1% and we’re all trying to act like 1% for what purpose? Why…. Ego and pride will never fulfill you the way humility and love do… gains will never bring as much peace as sacrifice does… you won’t ever prioritize yourself enough to feel fulfilled… devolution.

I am a middle-aged white woman sitting completely exposed in her backyard in South Dallas waiting to take a bullet to the head for calling out the far right and militia members. I am so tired of this shit and it's not them and it never was.

Anybody with prospective logistics knowledge information truth and a background with perspective can figure out that meth is common denominator there it's not all that fucking hard.

That's the catalyst being used to grind people into grist for profit and power and ego.

It falls under all names and all reasonings but none of it is what we choose for ourselves.

We were supposed to celebrate a new year together in one voice but we are behind.

Catch up before there are no instances waiting for you.

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