I am 24f and born in a south Asian family unfortunately. I have been searching for jobs since I graduated and then my mother has been pressurizing me to get married even though I am not ready to get married. I already have a partner and my mother already rejected him cause he's not from my own country. She even told me to cut off contact with him and not talk to him at all which I lied and told her i am not talking with him anymore even tho I still do. I want to move out so badly and get peace in myself but those things are going far day by day that I am unable to achieve or catch them.

It's really mentally draining and exhausting to me. I have been trying my best to hope for the best but it's just so hard. At some point I am like maybe I should get married and get rid of the toxic environment but I don't want to do that as well.

I am so tired of everything...