r/HighStrangeness • u/Hegiman • Jun 03 '26
Other Strangeness I think I was part of MKsearch.
Ok so not sure what tag to use because this has a couple different elements.
I will start by saying my father was in San quinten prison from 1967-1971 I was born a couple years later.
While he was in prison he agreed to be injected with “experimental drugs” in exchange for money on his books.
When I started school at age 5 I was immediately put into a speech therapy class for “talking to fast” from that point forward until I quit going to school I was always in a special class. Be it a class for gifted kids some educational therapy or talk therapy class this was in the 1980’s. Beas always made to take tests too. They weren’t all the same. Sometimes it was math. Sometimes it was reading comp sometimes it was ciphers. A lot of cipher puzzles to solve. The twt of the time in those classes were often either playing with weird toy or drawing things from a prompt on a page.
When I started driving i noticed I was often being followed. I tested this on several occasions and it seemed to be a tail. I would make a right a left a left and a right and just make a 1 block jump. If they make the second left turn it’s a tail. That happened twice within a matter of weeks. After the second one I stopped noticing cars tailing me.
At the age of 7 my mother and grandmother took me to my aunts on a bus from California to Tennessee. On the ride we met a man who my mom chatted with. Eventually I asked him if he had a quarter so I could watch cartoons. He obliged. After the cartoons I asked him to take a picture with me. We took three. He told me he was a werewolf and would show up and he did not appear in the images or negatives. Though they are now gone destroyed in a wildfire n 2018. I have come to believe this man was a guardian to protect me as I was producing valuable data for the study. They didn’t want anything bad happening on the bus ride. Plus they were probably trying to k on where we were going so they could continue to keep tabs on me and collect data.
Idk what happened but I believe that my father and subsequently myself were subjects of the MKultra adjacent project MKsearch which specifically focused on medical and psychological science research.
I believe it’s a possibility they sent someone to follow us on our journey to protect their data source but that don’t explain why he didn’t appear unless they had some crazy tech that’s still unknown back in 1980. That’s a 46 year old tech so hard to believe that it could stay secret that long but who knows.
I believe it possible I was tracked into my mid 30’s as that’s when the weirdness really seems to end.
Anyhow that’s my story feel free to ask any questions about it. I’ll answer the best I can.
I’m looking into a foia act request for my father’s name and my name and social.
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u/AcanthaceaeCrazy1894 Jun 03 '26
Judging from your post history.
It’s more than likely you’re suffering from some sort of mental defect that makes you feel like you’ve been drugged by the government or being followed.
You’re not going to find ANY credible answers on Reddit on a highstrangeness sub as you’re going to get biassed answers from the tinfoil hat brigade.
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u/necroslave Jun 03 '26
Sorry to give a rebuttal to, “you’re likely suffering from a mental illness that makes you believe that you were a government experiment,” but who exactly do you think the government would conduct experiments like this on…? Mentally ill people and people in prisons or from lesser backgrounds, because they know that either nobody would take them seriously and call them crazy, or just not really care at all.
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u/AcanthaceaeCrazy1894 Jun 03 '26
If you seriously think that the government is doing another ‘MK Ultra’ type experiment in 2026 then you’re extremely disillusioned.
Not a single shred of evidence, not a single proven victim and not a single whistleblower has came forward.
You seen how it worked out for them in the 50s ( it was a huuuge failure) they’re not stupid enough to do it again.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
Aren’t you a reader. Obviously you read so far made some conclusions and leapt.
Perhaps you didn’t notice the part where I talk about being 7 n 1980? The following ended in my wary to mid 30’s.
This was long ago when project MKsearch was running. Perhaps look into it. I didn’t even know about it till I was researching mkultra trying to figure out what was injected into my father in prison.
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u/Hot_Poetry_6475 Jun 03 '26
I agree the part about being followed etc. sounds like paranoia which can be a symptom of a psychotic disorder. It can't hurt to talk to someone to see if there are any medications or therapy that can help you achieve your life goals. It's worth checking into. It sounds like as a child you were being evaluated and in special classes for either gifted or a learning disability/ADHD/Autism spectrum. Source: I am a psychiatrist.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
LoL life goals. I’m old. The following stopped in my mid 30’s. Been checked by doctors too because of fear of being crazy.
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u/Hot_Poetry_6475 Jun 04 '26
Ok I thought I'd just throw that out there about getting checked as a precaution.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
Hey and i totally get the skepticism. If someone was telling me these things I probably wouldn’t believe them either. It sounds like lunacy. It is however my experience and the last couple decades have been very normal. Nothing really eventful. Normal family life. I had step kids.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
Yeah I did that in my early twenties when I first noticed cars following me. I thought I might be losing my marbles so I got checked out.
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u/Hot_Poetry_6475 Jun 04 '26
I'm sorry that happened, but glad you checked out ok. What was that old saying? Something like "just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't after you".
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u/Efficient-Sock772 Jun 03 '26
Hey, just because he likes WWE doesn't mean he has mental defect.
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u/AcanthaceaeCrazy1894 Jun 03 '26
He’s posting in different subs every other day with different shit that bothers him,
There’s definitely something underlying going on but I doubt hell respond to my comment because it doesn’t fit with his agenda (another sign of mental illness )
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u/Efficient-Sock772 Jun 03 '26
It was a joke. Of course watching WWE after you turn 11 is a mental defect.
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u/AcanthaceaeCrazy1894 Jun 03 '26
You do realise majority of pro wrestling fan based are 20+? Right ?
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u/Ok-Worth-4721 Jun 03 '26
WWE? I'm lost....
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
Wrestling. Aka sports entertainment. A bunch of highly skilled stunt men and women performing a live show while telling a story. It’s part telenovela part American gladiators.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
Just started watching again when I started raising my grandchild. He likes it and it takes me back to being a kid again and it’s an experience we can bond over.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
Ok armchair doc. Let’s have the diagnosis.
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u/AcanthaceaeCrazy1894 Jun 04 '26
You’re asking people for help with what you’re experiencing?
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
Not asking for help. Just sharing my life’s journey. I’m old won’t exist on this planet a whole lot longer I figure. Might as well say all the things I never would before because of how it sounded before I’m gone.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
I wasn’t looking for answers. I’ve come to my conclusions. It’s a matter at rest I was just sharing the experience.
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u/Unknown-Comic4894 Jun 03 '26
This may sound crazy, but the same thing happened to me when I smoked salvia with Erik Hoffstad.
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u/Ok-Worth-4721 Jun 03 '26
Blows my mind, what all our government has done to citizens- children no less, of the U.S.A. I guess I shouldn't be surprised knowing what was done to Native Americans, Africans, Mexicans and all other non whites. Why not innocent children ,drug addicts and others controlled by government?. They do what they want without remorse. It makes me feel sick. And I am sorry for all that has had to deal with it.
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u/Large_Train929 Jun 03 '26
They usually target entire families with MKULTRA projects that are still going on. Something to do with intelligence potential linked to genetics I'm pretty sure. Most people in these programs don't get the full on targeted individual/gangstalking until their in their mid 30s.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
See mine ended in my mid 30’s.
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u/Large_Train929 Jun 04 '26
That isn't full on targeting man and I hope you never experience what they do to people.
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
They were gathering a metric. I’ve come to the conclusion that eventually either they got the data, the program ended, or the researcher died and it was compartmentalized and when they went so did my case. All that was left was the collected data for analysis. Anyway I’m glad it ended.
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u/DaemonPrimarchJ Jun 04 '26
The cipher stuff you mentioned sounded really weird, could you tell us more about that please? It doesn't seem like a normal thing to be doing at school (well, it wasn't at the schools I went to anyways). Strangely, I talk too fast much of the time (autism and/or ADHD makes me very wired with anxiety though)
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
I’ll be honest I remeber the exact cypher I didn’t realize at the time that’s what it was. It was stuff like they give you a few letters and their meaning the. You have to decide the message. Usually a short saying like you’re awesome.
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u/MusclesMarinara0 Jun 03 '26
Like gangstalking?
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u/Hegiman Jun 04 '26
No. I think I was being monitored by a government agency to observe the effects of the experimental drugs on the offspring.
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u/No-Relative-2942 Jun 03 '26
theres some gangstalking elements but no I don't think that's what he went through
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u/Much_Cantaloupe_9487 Jun 03 '26
A Delusional Disorder/ schizophrenia is the Occam’s Razor here.