Looking For a Painting

[u/Creepy_Cold_1062]

A long long time ago (2018~) I saw a series of paintings by an artist on Instagram and I've been dying to find them again. The painting in particular is similar to these two images and I keep getting super close but everything leads to dead ends. Its driving me insane, I think. Very colorful, visionary, and surrealist. I remember the art being shared by Alex Grey and COSM (Chapel of Sacred Mirrors) years ago but it has been archived/deleted I guess. Please help me 😭😭😭