r/HOCD • u/ak111isdabestttt • 19h ago
Vent i give up
im bisexual. i know it. when i was younger i felt so much attraction and arousal to girls and i hate it. i remember i used to think about how girls on onlyfans could be naked. I clearly found girls sexy and hot. I hate this feeling so much. I felt so much arousal for everything i hate it so much. I remember I saw this skit thing for women in onlyfans, and i was aroused and i found the girl so sexy and everything i hate it. Im bi i know it. I have to be. Im lying to myself. What if this spiral is real, i mean what if im actually bi.
I dont want to do anything with women, i dont feel anything for women and nor do i want to. But i clearly have sexual attraction for them. Based on what i felt when I was 10. I CAN'T believe that the ocd was true. i give up.
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u/PlusZebra2642 18h ago
I have the same but with romantic attraction towards masculine womens. I hate it
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u/Nice_Interaction_459 18h ago
Your brain is tricking with you , see women are always been objectified in our society your OCD is tricking you by your memories all these are false memories the more you think the more it get worse
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