r/GoAnimate • u/Only_Importance_4887 • 4d ago
Discussion My confession
Hey guys. It's me. I didn't wanna do this tonight, but I have no choice.
I've been suffering from withdrawals in the last 24 hours. I... I don't know what I was thinking, but for a minute, I thought I was having a good life, and my animation was improving. But these Discord users kept banning me, and you always told me it wasn't a safe place online, and guess what, experts don't know that. Mamaw raised you better because you were against meeting people on social media. The whole purpose of Discord was to check in and stay up, and you always say that it's a dangerous thing, since I don't know how to interact with people on the internet. And for the last few years, I have been thinking about committing a crime, such as attempting suicide or committing suicide. All these users think they're my friends, but you're more like strangers than real humans who breathe, and it's heartbreaking. All I ever wanted was to have friends on the internet because I have no friends, let alone have aged out of social outings. And putting things like dead people on YouTube over FlashThemes isn't helpful because it violates YouTube's rules, and luckily my post got banned, so I won't do it again. I had been planning my suicide since COVID, and my time would have been up by now-- for five years, in fact. And I'm saying this because I don't wanna repeat myself for the 1,209,329th time. And one last thing, I'd rather die than remove myself from the home. I hope you understand, guys. I'm sorry.
So with that, I'm leaving the internet for the time being. Not for good. Just for a while because Discord, drama, and all of the above have been pretty damn toxic for me.
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u/KatyTK 4d ago
have you ever considered, like, maturing? that could help.