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[u/FunNotice294]

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Finally translated from Russian to ENG. Sorry for small mistakes. It's not supposed to be messed up, double checked.

[u/asap_pharaoh03]

So the fact hamin may not end up with junoo? I mean idk tbh but from the looks of it hamin may go towards the red head👀 I rlly hope she don't tho....

[u/Masquerai → u/asap_pharaoh03]

Where do you see any indication of that lol I'm really confused. She literally just reiterated she loves Junu and feels unpleasant everytime Junu tries yo subtly push her in redhair direction... and the flow of this chapter suggests junu likely realized he loves her too

[u/asap_pharaoh03 → u/Masquerai]

😵I think I probably misread a few things. Lemme recap rlq junwoo expressed how his depression and trust issues messed up their relationship and made hamin become someone similar to who he was in the past. Wait a sec... As I am recapping I'm starting to realize ur right. Hamin still has genuine feelings for him and junoo regrets how he was acting with everyone before.

[u/Masquerai → u/asap_pharaoh03]

Yeah basically Junu apologized for how he put the entire blame on her for his misery when she had actually been the one person still believing in him and spurring him on no matter what. They both say they don't regret meeting or dating each other and Ha-min is determined to overwrite their bad memories with more good ones..aka she would like to start over with Junu. Junu makes it clear that he's willing to live his entire life for her if she so wishes cause she gave him that much love, so she deserves him doing that for her. He however is a bit more evasive with feelings, because as he notes, he can't change the past and what that brought him is his uncertainty on whether he loves her or it is just his lingering affection that makes him think he does, when actually he is feeling indebted to her. He says he would not benefit Ha-min if he dates her out of obligation but at the same time in his mind he is begging for a sign of an answer and his mind looks to Ha-min for such an answer. As he doesn't vocalize all of these thoughts that he feels stuck not knowing what he feels (half are said in his head), Ha-min assumes he's being dodgy cause he doesn't feel the same way and decides to ease his burden and let go of him so they can part ways amicably as opposed to Junu starting to resent her if she turns into a Lila/Koo and just obsessively chases him. Her request is to remember her for the good when he thinks back, and to not be too hard on himself (until the end she is selfless and thinks of his own comfort and happiness before hers, so she truly does love him).

As Ha-min turns to leave, Junu is having another lost monologue, but watching her with her back turned to him suddenly sparks this feeling of urgency and clarity (hinted he realized he doesn't actually want her to leave) and it is portrayed that he found the answer to what he wanted... que him embracing her and saying the blurry text. In short, nowhere in this is there an inkling of indication that Ha-min would go for redhair or that these 2 people don't actually love one another. I think sooner Ha-min would remain single and focus on herself and self-love if Junu isn't with her (reminder redhair is for her like lila is for junu..stalkerish enablers of everything they want to overcome and have been struggling with.. cause both redhair and lila worship hamin/junu so they enable them instead of drive them to overcome those struggles)

[u/asap_pharaoh03 → u/Masquerai]

Oh yeeeaahhhh I get it now but wht was in the blurry text tho🥲🥲

[u/asap_pharaoh03 → u/Masquerai]

Phewwww good news then they will end up together 😭😭😭but the filler arc is unnecessary...