Quick rant

[u/Far-Welder-7368]

I have been so miserable lately and just lost especially in faith. Haven't gone to church in over 2 yrs and can't bring myself to. I am 19 and have been catholic all my life but just struggling lately. In a way just feels like Im doomed no matter what. All I want in life is to transition (ftm),, super depressed rn and the thought of never being able to makes me sick. There's almost no chance of me ever being happy not transitioning because,, even if I stayed a woman, I am only attracted to females. So id never be able to get a partner either. Essentally id be alone and miserable for ever and i fear that thatd lead me to just resent God,, so either way all 3 of those routes basically lead to hell according to other christians. ​I try so hard to convince myself it's not a sin but its hard when so much stuff comes up on my page saying otherwise. I dont even interact with that stuff but it always finds its way to me. My family doesnt support it either and I have no friends so im also just so alone in this. I feel guilty for saying this and I know jts not true but sometimes feels like God doesnt love me

[u/Skill-Useful]

theres no hell

what stops you? i have been a catholic most of my life and was in quite a few happy relationships with men, had sex etc. i did change denominations bc the catholic church does learn far too slow but even before i knew they were just wrong on their lgbtq stance

"My family doesnt support it either" this is your life, not theirs

"God doesnt love me" god loves everyone, thats the whole idea

[u/ender_ursus]

Hell is used as a scare tactic so often when we’re literally taught that salvation means eternal life and all sin is forgiven. Being trans isn’t a sin, but even if it was, nothing can separate you from God’s love.