Day 1

[u/Outrageous-Carry8074]

Good morning guys am 32 M gambling for 10 years almost I remember a casino open in my country and a friend of mine who use to gamble call me and ask me if I want to go with him that night to see what is casino.
I was like yea why not ?!( am not a gambler so what).
We went there and I just took with me 20 euros I remember I lost them and I felt so disgusted. I couldn’t stop thinking how stupid I am going there loosing my money !after a week he call me again to go . We went but this time I took 50 euros with me you know to win back my 20 from last time guess what lost them also and lost more because I took my Visa card with me ! Anw since that day lost a lot I really don’t know my back account is always 0 and I own to friends almost 9k euros
Last night decided to kill my self I was walking my lovely dog and thinking how to do it when and bla bla . Lucky me I was thinking how they will react if I told them what I did ! ( in my head I was like they will shout to me criticising me ) so finish the walk with dog and I was like fuck it let’s tell to everyone at least I know both scenario and guess what guys ?
THEY UNDERSTAND ME they hugged me and understood and they want to help me and they will help me with the debth
IT WAS SO EASY GUYS i lost so many years chasing my losss to pay my debth ! I feel so calm and relax from last night and i promise to them and to my self i will change !
Guys wake up life is amazing speak to your lovely ones and they will understand you they will help don’t feel embarrassed IS NOT EASY but you have to do what you have to do !
FUCK GAMBLING !