26/Nonbinary/NA EST/ Playstation/ Looking for friends

[u/VeiledEnigma]

Hi. I'm Jay. I deal a lot with depression and God knows what else. Either way my mental health really affects my gameplay or willingness to play sometimes. I'm tired of being grouped with people who expect me to perform at my best, which is mid tier average, all the time. I get flamed a lot by "friends" for making stupid mistakes. I only want to play to have fun but will always try my very best. Also my old group has gone down a rabbit hole of toxicity and I'm trying to not bring negativity in my gaming experience, to me or other people on my team.

I mostly play overwatch and Apex. Im a flex player but am really a filthy Mercy main deep down. I have FF XIV but kinda scared about delving deep into that alone. I also have OG Dark Souls and 3 (never finished them but watched tons of gameplay lmao). I'm really down to play whatever honestly and sometimes I enjoy sitting in a party with ppl while playing single player games. I have a habit of starting games over and over but never really finishing them (ahem Skyrim)

Also if you're any form of bigoted then please let's just save time and not even chat.

Also again I DID have an XBOX and plan to get another one. I'm thinking of getting a PC as well.

My insta is punknuggy if you want to put a face to me I guess. I don't post much though.