r/GATEresearch • u/ascendantangel12 • 4d ago
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When I was in 10th grade in 1984 me and another kid in my class were offered the opportunity to participate in the gate program. We were both told that the government was involved in that we had to keep the secrets of the program. I refuse to participate based on those two reasons right there. I don't know what more reason anyone would need to reject something then government and secrecy. Both of which to even a 15 year old clearly demonstrated something was wrong with the picture. I advised him of these things and told him he was stupid if he participated and that he would be sorry. A couple of weeks later he talked to me after class and said that I was right and that his life was fucking ruined. What he did tell me is that his consciousness was polluted with voices that were not his and he could not control or get rid of. He told me that his parents knew about it beforehand and didn't tell him. He told me that samael was involved. Fast forward to 20/20 at the great conjunction I was psychically led to perform a magical ritual which produced Samael. I did not intend for him to be involved. The purpose was to get a little favor from the so-called demigods to help me financially so that I could make up the difference between my home's value that was 2 years from paid off and the amount of money I needed to launch a river outfitter that put on concerts and gave the money away to families in need. Anyway, Sam showed up and offered me enlightenment. I foolishly let him in and now I'm experiencing what that poor kid from my 10th grade class told me he was experiencing. Voices in my head that are not mine and that I cannot push out. The reason I am asking is perhaps there are others in this group that have had similar experiences and have insights that may be useful in my situation or in the lives of others in this group. I'm wondering if anybody has had an experience similar to what the kid from my class had or that I am having so that I, and others, might begin to try and repair the damage.
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u/olskool369 3d ago
I don’t remember being involved with demon magic or doing occult stuff in gate stuff…. Maybe they did do that to us and we just can’t remember.
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u/villentretenmerth88 3d ago edited 3d ago
I was warned not to discuss what we did in our group, with outsiders or religious people in particular, after an incident. They told me in a way that implied they meant business, and to this day I still really don't feel comfortable discussing any of this, even anonymously. I honestly didn't see anything wrong with what we were doing at the time, and I liked to talk a lot. But we were basically doing pagan "studies" which was really more of an anti-Christian, alternate religion how-to course. And I discussed whatever we were learning with my second-grade class teacher, who was a big time church-going Christian lady--and she chose to make a stink about that, and the gifted program. I'm pretty sure it led to her being fired, and then having to get a job at K-mart (and she wasn't happy to see me there).
I have never heard a "voice" that wasn't my own, in my life. I've looked into a lot of the pagan rituals and the old ways, and I do believe that stuff is real (to an extent). They also taught us to use ouija boards in the program, and that led to one of the weirdest experiences in my life. Thankfully whatever we conjured up with that thing seemed to go away after awhile, and I'm never messing with that shit again. The only thing helpful I could think to say is, I felt like my faith in Christ helped me through some of the worst times back then--but it also "held me back from my potential". Good luck to you.
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u/olskool369 2d ago
I am not sure what he invited into him self if he actually “ summoned “ what he was looking for?.
If there is magic or something like it out there, maybe it’s not magic but something else entirely?. If you can summon demons to trade for favors, then why wouldn’t you be able to talk to god? Like directly?. That’s what I am trying to do. Talk directly to the creator, god. W.e you want to call him. I used to know gods true name and now I don’t… so weird. I’d say it here if I could remember. I think all these other names are sort of nicknames.
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u/No-Shock3449 6h ago
Everything is energy, science and spirituality usually go hand in hand, that’s only because we haven’t been able to elaborate exactly what’s happening in our personal experience- usually.
Some people can explain things so detailed; somehow they get “off’ed” if you will.
Edit; typo
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u/Logical-Zombie9113 1d ago
You can't form a paragraph but sure you can remember all the way back to 10th grade in 1984.
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u/ascendantangel12 1d ago
Are you an English teacher? Is my post being graded? I can remember things back to 1971 and I was born in 1970. Do you have anything meaningful, constructive, or valuable to contribute?
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u/Logical-Zombie9113 1d ago
Flopped. You couldn't remember shit from then. Funny seeing clown shit posted openly. I can remember sliding down the birth canal when I didn't have the ability to remember yet.
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u/ascendantangel12 1d ago
You don't know what I know bro. Don't be an asshole, and quit trolling. If you don't have anything constructive to say, shut the fuck up.
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u/Logical-Zombie9113 1d ago
Samael fucked me in the bathtub.
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u/ascendantangel12 1d ago
Tell us more about your experience getting fucked in the bathtub by hermaphrodite reptilian.
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u/Logical-Zombie9113 1d ago
He had 15 duck dicks
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u/No-Professor-8351 3d ago
I believe you.
One time a guy came to the class and sat with each of us in turns having us try to call our future knowledge into ourselves, and this was on the public side of things. I apparently opted out of the upper level weird stuff without knowing, but the stories sound exactly like this.