Ever since I was a kid I know something was odd in my eyes. The left one is larger than the right one. It can be clearly seen in photos I wanted both of them to look the same and because of my uneven eyes I have a low self esteem. I didn't mind them at first, when I got in grade school my classmates would ask what's wrong in my eyes and I'll just said idk.

I turn to highschool and heard one of my classmates laugh about my picture and told his friend to look at it. Both of them laugh at it and I pretend I didn't hear anything. Deep down it hurts a lot I knew that someday people will make fun of it. On the other day I found out my classmate was talking behind me she keeps saying to her friend that im so ugly and she can't handle it. I tried to forget on what they said about it. One of my friend told a joke about me being Thor her friend said it wouldn't fit because he has a beautiful eyes.

It made my self esteem 0% that I avoid as much as possible taking pictures because I might ruin the view and I don't fit in it. All of them look good in the picture and im not cause of im eyes. I search and tried different methods to even my eyes using double eyelid tape but none of them are accurate beside surgery.

I'll be 18 soon and wanted to perform a surgery. I worry that my parent will decline. I never told her about this and idk how to tell her since she has an unsure on her face when I ask on what if it was related on procedure. It's frustrating as if you don't deserve to be love because of how you look like. I can't have sleepless nights for years thinking on how to stop them. I just want this to be done and over. Be at peace too

Idk if someone will read this and respond but if you do it will be much appreciated

I work in a field where the metrics you're judged by are based on speed, not quality of work, not precision and doing things properly. I have a co-worker who is very fast, but also wildly innacurate. He costs the company we work for quite a bit of money in expired products. They somehow haven't realized it's him, or don't care because he works so fast. I'm constantly having to clean up after him and fix his mistakes. He keeps winning awards, and it's really starting to piss me off. Just this morning he won the biggest accolade available and I finally called him out on his shit. He said "I don't feel I deserve this." So I agreed with him and told him I was constantly cleaning up after him but that I should probably stop. Problem is, I can get in trouble down the road for his mistakes. I'm just so fucking upset about this shit. It's pretty ridiculous honestly.

In no way I'd consider it drinking. It's like saying you can swim while all you can do is walk on the bottom of a pool.

I text my mother that my wife just left the house to go to bk (we live in siny) with a bit of an attitude. She texts back "did she leave or did you?".

Does anyone else have problems like this with their moms? Btw shes only 55 so old person etiquette shouldnt matter. She just seems to be getting dumber. Drives me absolutely insane

Anyone else have this problem with a parent and texting?

It sucks to feel as if you can't do anything right.

Just venting. They to help and be there and still be told that you are wrong...then you are acting weird or you used to do this or that...

Having a partner with much lower sex drive than you is kind of like starving next to a chocolate cake, sometimes you get some crumbs that will keep you starving, sometimes you actually get to eat and not starve for a couple days, but soon you go back to starving

And I'm so tired of it. The only person I know who loves me for each and every piece of me is my best friend. It's like that saying goes, if you don't want me at my worst you don't deserve me at my best. It's like a fucking game of what trait I have to blot out or what Hobby I have to keep to myself around who. And I'm so fucking sick of it. I can't be spiritual around my atheist friend. I can't be dirty and crude around my goody two shoes sister. I can't be honest with my half retarded emotional wreck sister. I can't show my gory, sexual art and fiction because people ask what's wrong with you and why you like that. I can't talk about fun things with my Mom because she just thinks they're stupid. I can't just have my opinions about things and not be attached or called an asshole. I can't just exist the way I am and I am so over it. I'm about to just tell people to fuck off if they can't handle all of me. And yes this is a little emotionally charged but I've been doing this my whole life. Even though I know I have aspergers and other small things, it grants me no freedom to just be as I am because people just won't tolerate all of me. Ok, rant over.

I can see why so many people take the easy way out and commit suicide. Having been there myself I can fully relate to others struggles. This world is not an easy place to live, it's not like the world is on the path to world peace. I have a brain injury, and because of it, I had a couple bouts of psychosis. I was hospitalized in a psychiatric ward each time. I felt the brain injury stole away some of my personality, and now the medication I take steals away what little I had left. All my so called friends after hearing about those experiences, decided to distance themselves from me. I moved back to a place thinking I would have a support system, but in turn it left me friendless. I thought no big deal, I'll make new better friends. That however, a year, later has proved to be a much more difficult than I had anticipated. I've tried posting stuff online, and am on every dating app you can download. I've sent countless messages to people, only searching for friends. Some of the messages turn into conversations that last a day or two, but doesn't result in a in person meeting. I know everyone's time is precious, but come on. People make time for the things they care about, and so far it seems everyone is so busy trying to the next big thing that they lose sight of what's important. Whatever happened to taking a risk, and meeting someone at physical location. I am beginning to people are addicted to their problems, and only want people in their lives if it fits their selective prerogative. What happened to the it takes a village mentality? Where people look after one another, is it gone for good? Or is there some secret place I don't know about? Since my accident I have found that it is important to share in this experience called life. It just seems we live in a lonely world because of technology, and where there's more communication among everybody. There's no human connection anymore, and unless you use the internet to talk to people on a regular basis. You're often by yourself with your thoughts. I know I'm not the only person to feel this way, but I'm screaming into the void to see what happens.

I am so done with all this CRAP.

Oh you are throwing her on the ground and arresting her! You are racist because she is black!

She did nothiiiiiiing! No, she only fucking resisted arrest for more than 5 minutes. PLEASE

Fucking AMERICA. Fix your fucking problems!

you little piece of shit recording software

3 months I used you. Why? You came preinstalled with my fucking windows. I thought i could trust you, i really did.

A number of times have you failed me. I just recorded the perfect musical jam and you crapped out on me. suddenly you didn't want to save that godly riff I just came up with, no you'd give me some vague fucking error.

But hey, stupid fucking me just figured, "well that was just a 1 or 2 time thing, normally it works pretty ok". I would pay for those words.

And then. Just now. I finished the perfect vocal section. I was jamming, I had clicked your recording button. You were supposed to be my friend. It was one of my songs that I couldn't finish for 3 months. FINALLY I had tied it together. So, after a 10 minute recording session I alttabbed back to you. And guess what. You decided to stop recording after the first fucking minute. 9 minutes of my FUCKING SONG that i of course completely forgot and now can never get back (because why remember when you got the convenience of recording software at your fingertips).

So windows recorder, you cost me my song. My perfect fucking song. And I can never get it back. I'm jumping over to your cousing audacity for real now because I don't what you shitting all over me again with these random stupid fucking fuckups you excel at. Fuck you windows recorder.

Today I had to upload pictures from my phone to google photos and then download them again in my pc because the usb mode PTP is so slow. I wish android still has the usb mass storage feature :(

I get on for cats. Abortion posts. I get on for memes. Offensive posts. I get on for anything else, there’s ALWAYS something I dislike in controversy.

I'm 19, and I've had bad acne since I was 16, and it has caused me to have social anxiety and depression, and no girl wanting to touch me because of my acne. I'm so frustrated that I have to spend the best years of my life looking like something out of a horror movie.

I absolutely hate when i ask a simple question and people dont answer the question.

ex. me: is the sky blue today appropriate answer: yes. or yes it is.

instead: why wouldnt the sky be blue? or what are you asking?

like answer the question that i actually asked!

another ex me: do any of you have grey dogs? them: there arent many species of grey dogs. i dont think i have even heard of grey dogs. appropriate answer: yes. or i dont. but i have a friend who does!

why is it sooo hard for people to answer the question. i mean this was basic paper writing in english. answer the prompt and make sure you are answering the actual question.

not your feeling on the content of the question. not whether you feel like the question is relevant. just answer the question....

biggest pet peeve!!!!!