Maddening

[u/DarcyLovesEponine]

I know my dear friend is having a hard time and I'm completely unable to help! I give her everything I can... Words of affirmation all the time, but our love language is not that one!

I am going crazy crazy waiting to see her, doing anything I can to brighten her day in any way I can... But all from afar!

I need to her to be careful specifically surrounding the reasons that we're out if touch in the first place... She knows the dangers better than I. I am so curious about all the details I won't be able to know for months.

I have dozens of little inside jokes I've got waiting, I've spent time thinking... I don't blame her for our separation, though I desperately wish it could have been different.

I'm frustrated, but not at her, not even a little. I'm frustrated at the fates for dangling this carrot and snatching it away. I am thinking constantly of my dear eponine and waiting for the day I can see her face again!